my sensei has a bodyguard

Believe it or not, my sensei has a bodyguard following her 24seven. Her husband, a lecturer was murdered in school territory. The murderer had not been identified yet. so, since that event, a bodyguard is seen outside of class. But the question is, till when does this have to go on ?

whats in my head lately:
1. zemi - figure out what you want to do - proposal, before 14th May
2. Carrier fair – Japanese and English resume
3. I get to rule my life – phoned my parents and told them I don’t want to proceed master in engineering , and they told me you can do whatever you want. Its your life. Ok, so im planning to work in Malaysia, then , plan more later. –
4. gonna have lunch together with Kasahara-kun next Monday. He is gonna buy me lunch.wee hee~ the catch for him is an English conversation with me . Kasahara is taking English class with me.

5. Have to think of a topic for English presentation. Should i do Gamelan or Palastine ? Easy topic or sensitive topic?

6. When is Bigglobe(an internet provider) gonna send me the access key and password?? i want internet access from home !!! (im writing from school library right now)

ok, enough ramblings for today :D

lets go 2 GWG 09 !!!

Whats your plan for golden week?
Sometimes , there are fiqh questions that we dare not to ask coz our frens too , doesnt have a clue.. That sometimes we just follow because our senpai did. Or it is because the tradition that we followed from malaysia. Lets clear up the questions by going to GWG o9.

MixEd uP with Time

I got a msg from someone, to meet up at ikebukuro at 8.30.
So, today i started getting ready from 6am, got into the train at 7am. Which i rarely do.

Trains at this hour are like sardines.Rush hours. thank God, there is an only girls train. cant imagine if i got myself into the non bias train. well, maybe i can crush in there, but if it is in Malaysia, i think ill wait for the next train. japanese guy and malay guy , just 2 different feeling. Its like the feeling of watching the japanese gurls wearing miniskirt. you just dont really care about them. but if a malay girl puts on the same thing, your eyes would pop out and your lips wont stop complaining, what in the world is she doing..

anyway, Crushing myself in there, almost quite un-breathable for almost 1hour. Every station they stop , only about 5percent got out and 10percent of people comes in. so, at this point you just have to move with the sway. when it goes right, sway your way there. But the pressure is high. not just your blood pressure , but your balance pressure. When the train sway, you need to put some pressure at your feet so that you wont fall. Coz all the holder have been taken, so its like surfing a snowboard. Its all about the balance. But sometimes, when it gets really2 sardined, you just dont feel your feet anymore. This sardine kind of track is tiring. It really drains away your energy and emotion. huhu.

so, on the train to ikebukuro station, i suddenly recall the msg. Was it 8.30am or 8.30pm?? promptly, i called my fren . This fwen was asleep (-_-") ... And told me in a groggy voice "8.30pm".

The funny part was, i told her to call me up at 6.30, just incase i dont wake up . And she didnt see it as something fishy.

Huh..the moral of the story, double check the time. put am or pm or use the 24hour code.

hari ini dapat bunga free (^^,)

Everytime i open the rika gurls house, i could see a sakura tree nearby the balcony. It has already started to grow green leaves, the petals are dropping like snow. Time to say goodbye not just to the flower but also to some of my senpai (senior) who are going back to malaysia for good.



This is a bunch of flower that i got for free coz i bought a pot of flower for rika`s kouhai. They are about to have an open house tonight, but i think i couldnt make it coz i want to spent some time with my senpai.




Today i cooked. Roast chicken and potato salad.suprisingly at rika gurls house. My cooking would never be spicy, so everytime i cook, they will have a plate of freshly cutted super spicy green chilies for extra spicy taste.


today`s deseart



i gtg. till next time (^^,)/

teikiken

うれしい。。。

昨日、

初めて定期券を作ったから。


それで、ちょっと学校で花見みたいと言う写真を撮った



後は、
明治の先生からマレーシアの晩御飯を奢ってくれた（おごる）。










マレーちゃんのレストランから花見ができる。

今日の桜はまんかい。

たぶん最後の花見だ。

the Death Day 04 04

This morning was stupidly frustrating, but it ended out with one of the best birthday ever. Starting off with , people nearby who doesnt even remember what day is today, to the - its an expected boring day" coz im way off far away from my family, way off far from the internet, the day where some people doesnt have a handphone yet, the day where people are busy getting ready for new semester, the day where senpai(seniors) are busy helping their kouhai(junior). So, i was quite expecting to have another lonely birthday like last year.

My morning, started off with the usual birthday wishes from the handphone. A fren called me and ask how was i filling, what im doing, i told her i donno what to do. Its Saturday but no one is inviting me for any outing. So, im sort of stuck in Machida, dont really know what to do. Desperately , Dyingly want to go out. But doesnt have a reason. I bathed and put on my hijab. but just sat in the room. My fren told me, if people dont invite you, then you have to plan your day, yourself.

(T_T)

Since teenage years, i always had a birthday party. Planned myself a week before the day. What kind of food to serve, how many people to invite, what time, celebrate with who, yada yada ~ So, what i really want for my birthday is to get a surprise birthday party. Well,its just a wish. Like i said, im expecting a lonely birthday.



Then my parents called me.. A bit emotionally cured.

After a few minutes, creating reasons to go out of the house, i wrapped a present for a belated birthday. wrote down her address. And start walking out towards the post office. As i walked along the river beside my house, i noticed new creatures there. koi. yeah, very big koi fish, orange and black and also white. swimming around with the native ducks and also big black crows at the river. Quite relaxing , watching it swimming and twirling around.

Later on, i had a fish burger for breakfast.

I wrote down what i want to type while i was at freshness burger.but,Im cutting short my devastated pathetic morning story coz my day ended up into an incredibly unexpected happy day.




Text a few frens, if we can have lunch together at Sweet Paradise. A buffet restourant, serving pasta and deserts. And so, we did shopping, and eating. It was a blast really. Just look at the pics.









Before leaving Sweet Paradise, i wanna get a souvenir. Took a Sweet Paradise pink file, and ask the waiter, where to pay. he told me its 150yen. i know coz its written there,but i guess he thinks i donno how to read, so i asked again where to pay. he told me to pay to him. so i unzipped my wallet to search for a 100 and 50 yen coin. Suddenly he said , its ok, just take it. REALLY? yup really, just take it. LUCKY ME (^_^)



Later that day, i went to another fren's house in tokyo. Coz i wanna use the internet. They cooked and baked a chocolate cake for me!!! 本当にうれしかった。本当に感動しています。みんな、ありがとう。I dont know how to say thank you, but jzkk. I hope Allah will bless all of you. I really2, appreciate it. Considering what a bad morning i had. I was really, REALLy touched. Luv all of you.



Subhanallah , thank you God, for giving me the opportunity to experience this day. The remembrance of death day. (4 is a number frequently related to death)