outing with kak mimah

mula2 sleepover at kak mimah's. she cooked this --

a singaporean nyer dish if im not mistaken. but the roti suppose to be french bread..
this is something that kak mimah's fren kasi dari taiwan.


then next day(today). gi buat permit keluar masuk jepun at shinyurigaoka. then, gi betulkan specticle. then, i lunch at a sushi bar


tamago is kak mimah's fav. unagi is mine (^^,)




sushi sotong

not so much , 10 plates (not mine alone)


desert: king size chocolate holic baskin robbin ice cream


sempat juga pegi cozy corner , for jumbo syu cream


hasil iklan kat buletin utama tv3, i bought ferrero rocher..


...mmm... i cant wait to go out tomorrow (^^,) to meet up with my sisters, bonded with love 愛

Wake Up Project \(O_O)/ -must watch-

Ive just finished my examination. Got back home and tuned into youtube.

"The Arrivals" series.

After watching it almost nonstop, i felt.. hurm.. how to say this. being unplugged? the series investigate the arrivals of the antichrist dajjal, imam al-mahdi, and the second coming of the christ. There are a lot of unclear puzzles. But as you get through the series, all the pieces are put into places. Some people say that the series is better than Prison brake. Why not? its full of suspense that will blow you away.

Its not just about Islam.
Its not just about Christianity.
Its not just about Judaism.

Its about the truth.

Its not just for Muslims,
Its not just for Christians
Its not just for Jewish.

Its for all human.

Including YOU.

Are you prepared to know the TRUTH?

Click here to tune in what im trying to tell u.



Its you choice.
To make a deaf ear,
or to discover the truth.

stand up for palestine

we are the generation that will see the end of the zionist state of Israel
and the freedom of Palestine
Insyallah

Lets Stand Up For Palestine \(^o^)/

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food and exam

Exam week..

this is wat i eat..
limited time, hachimitu lemon (honey lemon)
its like lemonade with honey taste..
low calorie..

hehe
dont let me fool ya
actually this is wat i bought for exam preparation
mm. lets refrain it again.
SOME stuffs that i bought
limited time maple ice cream, milk bar
hot chocolate powder, milk, chocolate corn flake, chocolate drink
i know wat you're gonna say..
let me just show it to you
(penimbang berat di rumah senpai)

good luck on your finals

....

anywaythe owner of this cat,
wishes
good luck
on your finals
(^^,)

and may Allah bless us all

finally, a demonstration in japan

戦争を止めろ　(stop the war)

After days since the war in Gaza has started, finally a demonstration was done at koujimachi, infront of israel's emabassy last friday. it was raining, but the demo goes on.














i thought japan would just ignore bout the gaza isu, but actually there are some people who really cares . maybe 0.01% of the population?





















demonstrations are rare occasions .





















japan is a weird place to demonstrate. or maybe it is because it has got to do with Islam. when i arrived there, some policemen were happily, willingly to LEAD me into the small crowd of demonstrators.















WEIRD. super friendly weird. pics were not freely to be taken.















every time the demonstrators wanted to take pictures of ourselves demonstrating, some police would come up and we'll just back off.but no harm done. policemen just watch from far...

the final touch of the demo were convoy cars passing slowly while honking. when they arrived to the center, they wind down the windows and showed off banners.















whats in my head after demo:

1.even though japan television was near to the demonstration place, no reporter came.
2.policemen acts friendly
3. policemen would come to us when we try to take pics.

conclusion :
japan has an issue with Islam.
still, they act friendly in front, but at the back...
it seems like they don't want the public to know about islam.

anyway, you cant stop peace lovers.the next day,they gather up and make a demo. i wasnt there, so i dont know how it was, but it looks like a real cool demo.
i hope these peace searcher would found the real peace, IsLaM (^^,)

lets go over the bridge (o_o)/

mmm...

アッラが大好き (I love Allah)
when we have a problem, just turn to Him, and insyallah, you'll get your answer.


問題(problem)
Ive always wanted to have a housemate but till now, i couldn't get . The arabs would say :

“Bersahabat dengan penjual minyak wangi, kita akan menerima percikan wangiannya, manakala bersahabat dengan tukang besi, percikan apinya akan mencarikkan baju kita.”

Insyallah, i have wonderful, nice smell friends. (^^,) but i want to get closer so that the fragrants would really stick on me.

When i asked my junior, if she wants to stay with me, she rejected it. i knew a senpai(senior) who is searching for housemates, but her house is at Naruse, which is about 1 hour from school. besides the longer time that i have to consider, i need to ride the train to go to school. Currently, in just 10minutes i can get to class by bike. so, that means no charge of train tickets. i was quite in a big dilemma till today.

Knowing the reasons why i need to stay with someone, to upgrade my self, and to avoid my self from showing off or riak, --emm, this must be quite confusing .what im trying to say is that, today i learn about the effort that i take to have a housemate, in order that i wont get futur(lalai, get distracted) is actually at-tarbiyah azzatiyah.which means "pentarbiyahan diri sendiri" or teaching yourself. Or, maybe "tutoring yourself" is a preferable word.

there are times when , you go to religous classes, you dont get updates from your murobbi (teacher) 24/7. And he also, couldn't watch you like a hawk. so, thats the time when you need to tutor yourself,to cover up your holes. there are 3 objectives why you need to tutor yourself :

1. to upgrade individual's potentials(meningkatkan potensi individu)
   
2. to achive the objectives of a tarbiyah system(mencapai tuntutan sistem tarbiyah) -sistem tarbiyah is like education system-
3. to produce muslims with proactive personality(melahirkan keperibadian muslim yang bergerak)

there 5 things that you need to tutor yourself, but i got to know the 1st 3 only. that is

• rohiyah
• fikriyah
  
• maliyyah
  

roh means something that is inside of you, your heart maybe. we can actually tutor it by giving it some homeworks like praying sunat, fasting ,read the quran, charity, and qiam. of course these are just basic or should i say common things. but tutoring yourself or motivating yourself to do more than usual, will upgrade your rohiyah. if you feel it is a norm to read 2 pages of the quran, then you need to challenge yourself more. when you feel it as a routine, it can be hazardous. why? Because you feel it as a routine and there is a possibility that you forgot why you read the quran. Is it because of God, or is it because it is a routine. if you want to feel the quality, you need to add the quantity.

fikriyah is from the word "fikir", idea or thinking, or knowledge. other than what you learn in religious class, you need to read more books.

lastly is maliyah - means money. financial...

anyway, when i learn these stuffs, it sort of motivates me. remember me saying that i hate japanese so much? well, i have a tv, but it had been in the box for months.today im going over the bridge as i took it out and switched it on. now, im gonna hear japanese everyday. (^^,)

snowboarding : no matter how many times i fall down, i would always get up. there are times when i can just push myself in one blow, but there was this one time, i fell down at on a very soft snow . it was very hard to push myself up because i kept on sinking into the snow. alas, after a few trials and some rest and also friends's supports, i got up. (^^,).

im gonna get up. Insyallah. (^o^)/ 頑張ります

personal : tense (>< )

aiyooo. im quite stressful today. (> <) . again i have to talk about my study ,and about my japanese status. FRANKLY SPEAKING, I HATE JAPANESE LANGUAGE. in my head , i just wanna learn other languages like arabic or english which could give me more benefit. there is still some pro if you can master japanese. but i hate it . memang benar kalau kita tak faham dengan hati, kita tak akan buat. eventhough ive received tons of advices, my heart just doesnt have a space for japanese language (yet).

رَسُوْلَ الله صلى الله عليه وسلم يَقوْلُ:

((...أَلاَ وَإِنَّ فِي الْجَسَدِ مُضْغَةً إِذَا صَلَحَتْ صَلَحَ الْجَسَدُ كُلُّهُ، وَإِذَا فَسَدَتْ فَسَدَ الْجَسَدُ كُلُّهُ، أَلاَ وَهِيَ الْقَلْبُ )). رواه البخاري ومسلم.

“Ketahuilah bahawa dalam setiap jasad itu ada seketul daging yang apabila ia baik maka baiklah seluruh jasad dan apabila ia rosak, maka rosaklah seluruh jasad. Ketahuilah ia adalah hati.”(Hadith ke-6, Hadith 40 An-Nawawi)

why wont God make me understand Japanese? why does other people understands it? why is it so hard for me? why is my capacity to remember it is so little? Is Japanese so great that i need to master it???? Is it good to me?

عن أبي هريرة قال: قال رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم:

(( من يرد الله به خيرا يفقهه في الدين )). صحيح البخاري ومسلم

“Sesiapa yang Allah mahukan kebaikan baginya, Dia (Allah) memberikannya kefahaman dalam Ad-Din” [hadis riwayat sahih bukhari dan muslim]

i think the problem with me is not about the way i study , or how many hours i spend for science knowledge. but the real problem is my iman. if im good to Allah, ill be Ok. i know God exist. but the problem is the measure of my belief. how far is it?

is my life just about waking up, go to school, learn, eat, sleep, learn. then go to work, sleep, eat, go to work. just like a robot? is that the purpose of my life? is japanese language the purpose of my life? is being an engineer, the purpose of my life? if making money the only thing that ive to think about?

وَمَا خَلَقْتُ الْجِنَّ وَالإنْسَ إِلا لِيَعْبُدُونِ (٥٦)مَا أُرِيدُ مِنْهُمْ مِنْ رِزْقٍ وَمَا أُرِيدُ أَنْ يُطْعِمُونِ (٥٧)إِنَّ اللَّهَ هُوَ الرَّزَّاقُ ذُو الْقُوَّةِ الْمَتِينُ (٥٨)

“Dan (ingatlah) Aku tidak menciptakan jin dan manusia melainkan untuk mereka menyembah dan beribadat kepadaKu. Aku tidak sekali-kali menghendaki sebarang rezeki pemberian dari mereka, dan Aku tidak menghendaki supaya mereka memberi makan kepadaKu. Sesungguhnya Allah Dialah sahaja Yang memberi rezeki (kepada sekalian makhlukNya, dan Dia lah sahaja) Yang mempunyai kekuasaan Yang tidak terhingga, lagi Yang Maha kuat kukuh kekuasaanNya.”[ad-dzariyat :56]

Allah is He Who gives Sustenance. He decides for me to get good grades or not. as for what is good for me,He gives Sustenance.

the purpose man is created is for serving God/ibadah(51:56) and also as a vicegerent/khalifah (2:30) .

Just these two purposes.


Since i was born, ive been secularized between the hereafter and the world now. ive never been teached about the real purpose of my life. i remember when i was a kid "i wanna be an astronaut when i grow up". nobody told me to be a real khalifah. "everyone is born to be a khalifah" -- facts.. then, lets bury it in the agama text book. agama, is agama. other stuffs, is other stuffs. main bola guna seluar pendek, bila waktu sembahyang guna kain pelekat/seluar panjang. secularism. (><") every breath that i take and every movement that i make, should be understood as an ibadah. so, learning japanese and engineering should be an ibadah too. -i know, but i still couldnt "understand" it with my heart-

as ive mentioned above,man's purpose is not just about ibadah. we have the purpose to be a khalifah. the work of a khalifah is to pull in people who forgot their purpose of living, into doing ibadah and khalifah.

if i "understand" or have faith(iman) in it, i should understand that learning japanese could be a tool for my khalifah work.

GaZa issues. ..

Setelah tragedi berdarah di Gaza pada Awal Muharam 1430 yang lalu, kedatangan wakil Malaysia telah pergi ke sana dan bertanyakan bantuan apakah yang dapat disumbangkan namun tahukah jawapan yang diberikan..? Difikirkan pasti sekian-sekian bentuk bantuan yang akan diminta dan boleh disalurkan namun jawapan yang diberikan, “Pergilah kamu pulang ke tanah airmu. Didiklah anak-anakmu sebaik mungkin agar jika kami semua sudah tiada untuk mempertahankan bumi Palestin ini maka nanti adalah dikalangan kamu(saudara seislamku) bangun ke medan juang ini dan mempertahankan sehabis kudratmu,”

it makes sense. martyr/syahid is the best gift Allah could ever gift to a human being. Palestinians fighting there have 2 choices . its either they win or they syahid. Its a win win situation. you wont loose if you understand Deen.you wont loose if "understand" the purpose of your life. i want to grasp it too.
to my beloved people : please pray that God gives me understanding in Deen/ad-Din. please pray that God upgrades my iman or let me have an iman that is hard like a diamond . It doesnt matter if i get straight aces or not.a pass or a fail. what really matters is to ask God to give me what is best for me.

salam maal hijrah everyone. あけましておめでとう。今年もよろしく。