アッラが大好き (I love Allah)
when we have a problem, just turn to Him, and insyallah, you'll get your answer.
Ive always wanted to have a housemate but till now, i couldn't get . The arabs would say :
“Bersahabat dengan penjual minyak wangi, kita akan menerima percikan wangiannya, manakala bersahabat dengan tukang besi, percikan apinya akan mencarikkan baju kita.”
Insyallah, i have wonderful, nice smell friends. (^^,) but i want to get closer so that the fragrants would really stick on me.
When i asked my junior, if she wants to stay with me, she rejected it. i knew a senpai(senior) who is searching for housemates, but her house is at Naruse, which is about 1 hour from school. besides the longer time that i have to consider, i need to ride the train to go to school. Currently, in just 10minutes i can get to class by bike. so, that means no charge of train tickets. i was quite in a big dilemma till today.
Knowing the reasons why i need to stay with someone, to upgrade my self, and to avoid my self from showing off or riak, --emm, this must be quite confusing .what im trying to say is that, today i learn about the effort that i take to have a housemate, in order that i wont get futur(lalai, get distracted) is actually at-tarbiyah azzatiyah.which means "pentarbiyahan diri sendiri" or teaching yourself. Or, maybe "tutoring yourself" is a preferable word.
there are times when , you go to religous classes, you dont get updates from your murobbi (teacher) 24/7. And he also, couldn't watch you like a hawk. so, thats the time when you need to tutor yourself,to cover up your holes. there are 3 objectives why you need to tutor yourself :
- to upgrade individual's potentials(meningkatkan potensi individu)
- to achive the objectives of a tarbiyah system(mencapai tuntutan sistem tarbiyah) -sistem tarbiyah is like education system-
- to produce muslims with proactive personality(melahirkan keperibadian muslim yang bergerak)
fikriyah is from the word "fikir", idea or thinking, or knowledge. other than what you learn in religious class, you need to read more books.
lastly is maliyah - means money. financial...
anyway, when i learn these stuffs, it sort of motivates me. remember me saying that i hate japanese so much? well, i have a tv, but it had been in the box for months.today im going over the bridge as i took it out and switched it on. now, im gonna hear japanese everyday. (^^,)
snowboarding : no matter how many times i fall down, i would always get up. there are times when i can just push myself in one blow, but there was this one time, i fell down at on a very soft snow . it was very hard to push myself up because i kept on sinking into the snow. alas, after a few trials and some rest and also friends's supports, i got up. (^^,).
im gonna get up. Insyallah. (^o^)/ 頑張ります