うちの声

paip air

2012-01-17T05:58:00.000-08:00

My house got leakage faucet (sinki air bocor)
its been dripping water for centuries. And its driving me crazy. huhu.
its not that i cant stand the sound of water dripping, i just cant stand thinking how many litters of water is wasted.
a dripping water can gain 4 litters of water. times with how many days. and yeah, thats a lot.
so, last week i went to the DIY shop, bought washers. coz i assume thats the problem.
then ,tried to wind off the handle (please refer the diagram for better understanding :D )but it wouldnt budge off. so i thought , how lucky i am that i dont have a spanner. LOL.
so, the repairing had to wait till i get home and borrow dad's .
I even asked my dad how to open the faucet. coz i cant even open the handle.
then , dad says there is a screw on top of it. you got to open the plastic thingy (somewhere on top of the handle)
so, i was like "ooooooo... no wonder i couldnt open it....)
then , yesterday,
i tried again . and guess wat. i managed to open the handle. Now, i can see the handle and the packing nut.
i tried to unscrew that nut. but its darn nutty tiring. coz it wouldnt budge at all.
then i ask my housemate today if she new. then she told me why dont u google the net?
so, thats where i got the above diagram.
I tried again. And.. unfortunately, the nut did not move. i think, the nut is attached or something.

maybe we gonna call some people to help. lol. plumber gonna be expensive.
i need a guy in the house. haha.
- a damsel in distress -a damsel learned a new thing bout faucet ^_^ -

New Dear Sis

2012-01-16T17:23:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt dear readers,
Its Monday again~!(ive been typing this since Monday, only to post it today. Hehe) So, how was your weekend? Mine was absolutely full of drama . Happy , great, action, angry, emo. Huhu. That was my emotions during the weekend. Even though there are some negative vibes it was a good weekend. Fully utilized weekend ^_^

Usually I will go back straight to my parent’s house on Friday. Right after work. But since I need to send my new dear sis to Pejabat Agama Islam in Kajang, I slept over in Bangi another night. She told me we were supposed to be there at 7 am. So, after dragging myself early in the morning to the place, we were surprise to see the office still closed. And no one in the compound. FYI, we were actually late (7.15am~) and that makes us even more shocked coz no one is around.

Then we tried to call Friendly Ustaz who help us around the first time we were there.Friendly Ustaz with his cheerful talkative self told us, we got the wrong time. The correct time is 8am gather at the office. 9am , a van will collect and drive to the seminar venue. So, we were like… aaa….we c…. O_O

Friendly Ustaz told us to get some breakfast, and I said is it ok to come at 8.30am? Yeah sure, get yourself energized first with breakfast ^_^, so we had breakfast. We even got the time to go back to our apartment, coz my new dear sis left her HP! Thank God we got the time to U-Turn . hehe.

We took our time and arrive to the office again at 8.35am.~ As we walk pass through the –now already opened- front gate,

a white van drove out. (I was “hurm….)

With several multiracial people at the back. (I was “why does it feel like that’s the bus we are waiting for..)

Still denying the hints , we went straight to the canteen and tried to search for other mualafs. But none were to be seen.

OH OOO….. (o_o)” ~we’re doomed !

Okay, don’t panic, lets just call Friendly Ustaz. Alhamdulillah, Friendly Ustaz was able to contact the van driver, and gonna U-turn back and make another pick up. Another mix-up again 0_0

Help new dear sis’s luggage into the van, and said bye2. My other sis Lime (sorry for introducing her at the last minute, she was with us from the beginning) said, she feels like sending off her own kid to a summer camp. Hoho. Very touching moment really J

Well, the moral of the story,
I was touched by my new dear sis,who didn’t gave up to go to the seminar. She took 3 days leave, coz the seminar is 5 days in total. Saturday till Wednesday. A few days before, she accidentally hurt her inner ear. She went to 2 clinics for a check up. And when I come back home from work, I saw her lying down on the sofa bed we her hands on her ear. Probably trying to endure the pain. Then, she new when her period is gonna come, and that’s gonna be when she is at the seminar. Some girls get migraine “when the moon comes” . How are u suppose to study with that condition?
Not to mention, right after she reverted to Islam,(not yet went to kursus asas) she would ask me to pray with her everytime I am at home.

Mashallah, what an inspiring new dear sis.we luv her soo much J She is an adorable gift in our life. I hope she will become a very very super duperly good muslimah ^_^ amin

still not too late for new year resolutions right ?

2012-01-12T20:32:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt dear readers,

its such a wonderful day today, im in office alright , but no job yet till afternoon.so why not just get my "complicated unorganized-yet" self to organize by listing down all the stuffs that i need to improve this year. At first i thought of just listing it down

1...

2...

..
..

10..

then the list just gets longer and longer and boring to look at. Seriously, no one is gonna read it including myself.

Then, came the idea of colors :

see ?

a bit interesting to read right ?
lastly, i need to advice my self to dont give up with the LONG LIST ^_^

イズヤンちゃん、最後までガンバッテ！breath & enjoy LIFE <3

i hope u guys dont forget to make a resolution too~! planning is one step closer to be better :) InsyAllah ~

Akhlak Muslim Sebagai Sahabat

2012-01-12T17:12:00.000-08:00

Akhlak Muslim Sebagai Sahabat

Di Bawah Naungan Allah

Adalah suatu yang amat bernilai bahkan barangan yang jarang ditemui jika anda menjadi seorang sahabat kepada seseorang yang hanya diikat dengan ikatan akhirat, bukan ikatan dunia, ikatan syurga bukan manfaat.

Inilah yang dimaksudkan oleh Rasulullah saw melalui sabda baginda:
رجلان تحابا في الله اجتمعا عليه وتفرقا عليه.
Maksudnya: "Dua orang lelaki yang saling berkasih sayang antara satu sama lain kerana Allah. Mereka bertemu dan berpisah hanya kerana Allah."

Bahkan Rasulullah saw menjadikan sahabat yang salih sebagai hadiah pemberian dan tanda yang menunjukkan Allah kasih kepada seseorang hamba. Sabda Rasulullah saw:
إذا أحب الله عبدا رزقه الله أخا صالحا. إن ذكر الله أعانه، وإن نسي ذكره.
Maksudnya: "Jika Allah mengasihi seseorang hamba, maka Dia akan berikan kepadanya seorang saudara atau sahabat yang salih. Jika dia sudah mengingati Allah (tidak lalai), sahabatnya akan membantunya (dalam ketaatan kepada Allah) dan jika dia terlalai, sahabatnya itu akan mengingatkannya. "

Kami membisikkan ke telinga anda, sama ada anda suka untuk berada di bawah naungan arasyh Allah atau anda ingin membawa tanda yang menunjukkan kecintaan Allah terhadap anda.

Beberapa Perkataan

Oleh kerana perkara ini amat penting, maka ia mestilah sentiasa diperingatkan dan diberikan amaran. Peringatan dan amaran paling baik boleh didapati daripada golongan salafussoleh yang terlebih dahulu telah melalui jalan Islam ini.

Abdullah bin Mas'ud berkata: "Tiada suatu perkara yang lebih menunjukkan kepada sesuatu bahkan lebih daripada asap yang menunjukkan kepada kewujudan api, lebih daripada seorang kawan kepada seorang kawannya."

Beberapa orang ulama salaf berkata: "Perbanyakkanlah kawan-kawan anda, kerana setiap orang beriman mempunyai syafaatnya."

Umar bin al-Khattab berkata: "Engkau hendaklah berkawan dengan kawan-kawan yang benar. Engkau hidup di bawah lindungan mereka. Mereka adalah perhiasan ketika mewah dan sandaran ketika bencana."

Sesetengah mereka berkata: "Jika bukan kerana tiga perkara ini, nescaya aku tidak suka untuk terus tinggal di atas dunia; membaca al-Quran, qiyamullail dan bertemu para sahabat."

Bahaya Kematian

Ini adalah jeritan amaran dan peringatan agar anda tidak tergelincir bersama-sama dengan kawan-kawan yang tidak baik serta ahli maksiat yang akan mengakibatkan anda mendapat kesudahan hidup yang tidak baik.

Pernah berlaku bagaimana 'Uqbah bin Abi Mu'ait hampir-hampir memeluk Islam dan mengisytiharkan keislamannya, tetapi oleh kerana sahabat baiknya bersumpah tidak akan bercakap lagi dengannya melainkan selepas 'Uqbah meludah ke muka Nabi saw. Mendengarkan demikian, 'Uqbah langsung pergi kepada Nabi saw dan meludah ke muka baginda. Dia juga meletakkan kakinya di atas tengkuk Nabi saw, bahkan lebih daripada itu, dia meletakkan perut unta di atas belakang Nabi saw ketika baginda sedang sujud. Semua ini beliau lakukan demi menggembirakan sahabat baiknya itu. Lalu Allah swt menurunkan firmanNya dalam surah al-Furqan, ayat 27-29):
وَيَوْمَ يَعَضُّ الظَّالِمُ عَلَى يَدَيْهِ يَقُولُ يَالَيْتَنِي اتَّخَذْتُ مَعَ الرَّسُولِ سَبِيلاً. يَاوَيْلَتِي لَيْتَنِي لَمْ أَتَّخِذْ فُلاَنًا خَلِيلاً. لَقَدْ أَضَلَّنِي عَنِ الذِّكْرِ بَعْدَ إِذْ جَاءَنِي وَكَانَ الشَّيْطَانُ لِلإنسَانِ خَذُولا.ً
Maksudnya: "Dan (ingatkanlah) perihal hari orang-orang yang zalim menggigit kedua-dua tangannya (marahkan dirinya sendiri) sambil berkata: "Alangkah baiknya kalau aku (di dunia dahulu) mengambil jalan yang benar bersama-sama Rasul? Wahai celakanya aku, alangkah baiknya kalau aku tidak mengambil si dia itu menjadi sahabat karib! Sesungguhnya dia telah menyesatkan daku dari jalan peringatan (al-Quran) setelah ia disampaikan kepadaku. Dan adalah syaitan itu sentiasa mengecewakan manusia (yang menjadikan dia sahabat karibnya)."

Oleh itu wahai saudaraku! Berhati-hatilah! Semoga anda dirahmati Allah.

Hak-hak Persahabatan

Neraca persahabatan ialah dengan anda mengenali hak-haknya untuk anda menunai dan memenuhinya kepada sahabat anda, bukan untuk menuntutnya daripada sahabat anda. Firman Allah swt dalam surah al-Waqi'ah ayat 10:
وَالسَّابِقُونَ السَّابِقُونَ
Maksudnya: "Dan (puak yang ketiga pula ialah) orang-orang yang telah mendahului (dalam mengerjakan kebaikan di dunia), yang akan mendahului (mencapai balasan yang sebaik-baiknya di akhirat kelak)."

Antara hak-hak persahabatan ialah:

• Hendaklah anda memberitahunya bahawa anda mengasihinya kerana Allah, sebagaimana digesa oleh Rasulullah saw di dalam sebuah hadis:
إذا أحب أحدكم أخاه فليخبره.
Maksudnya: "Jika seseorang daripada kamu mengasihi saudaranya, maka dia hendaklah memberitahu saudaranya itu."

• Sentiasa mendoakan kebaikan bagi sahabatnya ketika keseorangan. Sabda Rasulullah saw:
ما من عبد مسلم يدعو لأخيه بظهر الغيب إلا وملك قائم على رأسه يقول آمين ولك بمثل. وفي رواية فهو مستجاب.
Maksudnya: "Setiap hamba muslim yang mendoakan kebaikan bagi saudaranya ketika keseorangan pasti akan ada satu malaikat yang berdiri dekat kepalanya dan berkata: "Semoga Allah memperkenankan permohonanmu dan engkau juga akan mendapat seumpamanya. " Dan dalam satu riwayat lain: "Maka ia adalah doa yang mustajab."

• Sentiasa memaafkan. Sabda Rasulullah saw:
التمس لأخيك سبعين عذرا، فإن لم تجد فقل لعل له عذرا.
Maksudnya: "Hendaklah engkau mencari 70 alasan bagi saudara engkau. Jika tidak ada, maka hendaklah anda berkata, mungkin dia mempunyai keuzuran."
Anda hendaklah mengingati kemaafan yang diberikan oleh Bilal kepada Abu Zarr. Alangkah perlunya kita kepada sifat tersebut.

• Menolong dan membantunya sama ada dari sudut kebendaan dan maknawi.

• Menutup dan memelihara rahsia, keaiban dan keterlanjurannya. Sabda Rasulullah saw:
كل المسلم على المسلم حرام: دمه وماله وعرضه.
Maksudnya: "Setiap muslim ke atas setiap muslim yang lain adalah haram, darah, harta dan kehormatannya. "

Sebaik-baik Sahabat

Hak paling besar yang boleh digunakan untuk menguji kesetiaan seseorang sahabat terhadap sahabatnya ialah pada masalah harta kerana dunia dan kemewahannya boleh berubah kepada sesiapa sahaja.

Sesiapa yang sanggup memberikan bantuan harta kepada sahabatnya yang sedang mengalami kesusahan, maka dia adalah sebaik-baik sahabat, tetapi dengan syarat bantuan itu diberikan dalam perkara kebaikan sahaja, bukan lainnya.

Fathi al-Mawsili dan 'Isa al-Tammar adalah dua orang sahabat yang baik. Pada suatu hari, Fathi datang ke rumah 'Isa tetapi 'Isa tidak ada di rumah. Lalu Fathi berkata kepada hamba perempuan 'Isa: "Keluarkanlah uncang duit saudaraku." Lalu hamba tersebut mengeluarkannya dan Fathi mengambil dua dirham daripada uncang tersebut. Kemudian setelah 'Isa pulang ke rumah, hambanya memberitahu tentang apa yang berlaku, lalu 'Isa berkata: "Jika benar apa yang engkau katakan, maka engkau aku merdekakan!" Oleh kerana hambanya itu memang bercakap benar, maka dia dimerdekakan.

Beberapa buku sejarah mencatatkan bahawa pada Perang Yarmuk, Khalid menjumpai 'Ikrimah sedang nazak menghadapi kematian. Khalid bertanya tentang hajatnya yang terakhir. 'Ikrimah menjawab: "Berikan aku seteguk air." Sebelum sempat meminum air tersebut, dia terdengar suara rintihan salah seorang saudaranya yang kesakitan, lalu meminta Khalid memberikan air itu kepada saudaranya itu. Khalid pergi untuk memberikan air itu kepada orang tersebut, tiba-tiba orang tersebut mendengar seorang lagi merintih kesakitan lalu dia meminta supaya air itu diberikan kepada orang tersebut. Khalid pergi untuk memberikan air itu kepadanya, tetapi dia sudah meninggal dunia bahkan ketiga-tiga mereka kesemuanya meninggal dunia tanpa seorangpun sempat meminum air tersebut meskipun masing-masing amat berhajat kepadanya!!!

Janganlah Anda Bersahabat Dengan Syaitan

Tugas syaitan ialah menyeru kepada kemungkaran dan kejahatan kemudian kepada neraka… Firman Allah swt dalam surah al-Nisa' ayat 38:
وَمَنْ يَكُنْ الشَّيْطَانُ لَهُ قَرِينًا فَسَاءَ قَرِينًا
Maksudnya: "Dan sesiapa yang (mengambil) Syaitan itu menjadi kawannya, maka seburuk-buruk kawan ialah syaitan."

Maka kawan yang mempedaya kawannya dengan memberikan rokok, dadah, filem-filem lucah dan lain-lain, maka dia bukanlah seorang kawan sebenarnya. Orang yang mengajar bagaimana anda mengusik perempuan yang tidak halal bagi anda atau yang mengajar anda bagaimana berchatting dan mempunyai kawan melalui internet sedangkan chatt adalah dusta sebenarnya…

Demi Allah! Kawan seumpama ini yang mempengaruhi sedikit demi sedikit untuk melakukan kejahatan-kejahatan di atas… Bukankah dia layak untuk disifatkan sebagai syaitan!

Jika demikian, marilah sama-sama kita mengingati firman Allah swt dalam surah al-Zukhruf ayat 67:
الأَخِلاَّءُ يَوْمَئِذٍ بَعْضُهُمْ لِبَعْضٍ عَدُوٌّ إِلاَّ الْمُتَّقِينَ
Maksudnya: "Pada hari itu sahabat-sahabat karib: setengahnya akan menjadi musuh kepada setengahnya yang lain, kecuali orang-orang yang persahabatannya berdasarkan taqwa (iman dan amal soleh)."

Kewajipan Praktikal

• Hendaklah anda menjadi seorang yang bergaul dengan masyarakat dan berkenalan dengan setiap orang yang anda jumpai.
• Neraca persahabatan ialah akhlak Islam, tidak lainnya.
• Pilihlah orang yang anda kenali dan tentukan siapakah orang-orang yang anda mahu bersahabat dengannya, serta anda hendaklah teliti di dalam membuat pemilihan.
• Rapatkanlah hubungan anda dengan orang yang anda pilih untuk dijadikan sahabat dan beritahu kepadanya bahawa anda mengasihinya kerana Allah sebagaimana diajarkan oleh Rasulullah saw.
• Berdoa kepada Allah sentiasa untuk kebaikan sahabat-sahabat anda dan supaya Allah menjadikan persahabatan anda sentiasa berlangsung dalam perkara-perkara kebaikan sahaja.
• Hendaklah anda sentiasa berhati-hati kepada semua orang yang berada di sekitar anda terutamanya kawan-kawan yang tidak baik. Sentiasa menapis apakah yang mereka suruh anda lakukan, perhatikan ke mana mereka selalu pergi dan apakah bahan yang mereka minta anda baca dan saksikan.

* * taken from an old email ^_^

today , it rains

2011-08-26T01:01:00.000-07:00

when it rains,

savour your lovely items

and have a multistory ice cream

My life simplified

2011-08-19T02:32:00.000-07:00

ever since i started working,

up to this date,this ramadhan is the most challenging .

but, i need to remind my self

I must not stop thinking that

And i have to start to

Why we bow, kneel and prostrate in prayers?

2010-11-26T17:45:00.000-08:00

"Do you really believe that God expects you to show Him your respect by repeated bowing and kneeling and prostration? Might it not be better only to look into oneself and to pray to Him in the stillness of one's heart? Why all these movements of your body ?"

As soon as I had uttered these words I felt remorse, for I had not intended to injured the old man;s religious feelings. But the hajji did not appear in the least offended. He smiled with his toothless mouth and replied :

"How else then should we worship God? Did He not create both , soul and body, together? and this being so, should man not pray with his body as with his soul? Listen, I will tell you why we Muslims pray as we pray. We turn toward the Kaaba, God's holy temple in Mecca, knowing that the faces of all Muslims, wherever they may be, are turned to it in prayer and that we are like one body, with Him as the center of our thoughts. First we stand upright and recite from the Holy Koran , remembering that it is His Word, given to man that he may be upright and steadfast in life. Then, we say, "God is the Greatest," reminding ourselves that no one deserves to be worshiped but Him ; and bow down deep because we honour Him above all, and praise His power and glory. Thereafter we prostrate ourselves on our foreheads because we feel that we are but dust and nothingness before Him , and that He is our Creator and Sustainer on high. Then we lift our faces from the ground and remain sitting, praying that He forgive us our sins and bestow His grace upon us, and guide us aright , and give us health and sustenance, Then we again prostrate ourselves on the ground and touch the dust with our foreheads before the might and the glory of the the One. After that, we remain sitting and pray that He bless the Prophet Muhammad who brought His message to us, just as He blessed the earlier Prophets; and that He bless us as well , and all those who follow the right guidance and we ask Him to give us of the good of this world and the good of the world to come. In the end we turn our heads to the right and to the left , saying, " peace and the grace of God be upon you"- and thus greet all who are righteous, wherever they may be.

It was thus that our Prophet used to pray and toght his followers to pray for all times, so that they might willingly surrender themselves to God - which is what Islam means - and so be at peace with Him and with their own destiny. "

adapted from The Road To Mecca by Muhammad Asad, first published 1954

Aqsa Sharif and "Xiang"

2010-11-17T17:10:00.000-08:00

Im early to work today. well, considering that i always come to work at 9.30 (as late as can be, like punching in the clock at 9.29am) today i clock in at 8.38am.
First to be in the lab, i had to switch on everything, the lights the power the aircond etc.

Long long time ago i wanted to search for Aqsa Sharif in the net, as i am not familiar with it. Only today that i had the chance or opportunity or time, equipment and desire to search it.

At the main area of the website, there was a story on Japan. click on the tittle to read about it :

Kesungguhan pelajar Malaysia di Jepun

familiar faces and how the article explains the way these students run the program, is just enough for me to understand , imagine and remembered how the real feeling is. The good old times, sob sob.

Mandarin : Wo dangran xiang nimen

Japanese : minna ga totemo koishii
English : I really miss you all

since, Aqsa Sharif is in this article, im gonna put up the charity poster on my page.

Alright then , i gtg.
work work and work . i think im turning into a Sony Robot =P

Working on a saturday before eiduladha holidays

2010-11-12T22:55:00.000-08:00

Date : 13 Nov 2010
Location : Sony Isolated EMC Lab
Number of people in Lab : 2 Japanese 1 Malaysian (Me)
Task : finish off Final measure 32 inch TV
Location of Task : Chamber B
Number of people using Chamber B : 1 Malaysian

Current situations : Other Malaysians took annual leave and otw to their kampungs.
Japanese Boss : busy in the office.
1 Japanese in lab : using Chamber A
another 1 Japanese in lab : busy with laptop, sitting between chamber A and chamber B

Conclusion : The 1 Malaysian is Having loads of fun measure operate cut screw drill cover open the 32" TV without pressure of others. The best thing, the 1 Malaysian can surf the net (except blocked sites. eg: Facebook) to check email etc without the Office People knowing it by using remote desktop connection , in lab.

Unsolved cunning self-thought Task : watch television program from a 60 INCH TV at chamber B.

ok, finished talking about the current situation, before Mr 1 Japanese busy with laptop, He asked me what is Hari Raya Haji Holiday is about.. ok, to converse with this guy, you have to speak japanese. so.. with my rusty japanese.. i tried to explain to him . It was.. horrible. haha. so, in the end, i search from the internet. and this is what i got.

please go to this website :
http://www.isuramu.com/questions/index.htm

and click
◆イードルアドハー（犠牲祭）は、何を意味しているのしょうか？

If you are having a problem how to explain what is hari raya haji to japanese, u can just print it out and give it out.

so, i gtg , Happy Eidul Adha everyone. have nice holiday. yg kat jepun gi pray kat embassy yer. yg kat malaysia, berhati2 di jalan raya. ingatlah org yg tersayang. ampun maaf dipinta.

wasalaam :)

-izyan-

Lets build a house in heaven (^_^)/

2010-11-11T21:18:00.000-08:00

a friend told me this :

Rasulullah bersabda,

"Barangsiapa yaang melakukan solat (sunat rawatib) sebanyak 12 (rakaat) dalam sehari semalam, akan dibangun untuknya sebuah rumah di syurga; 4 rakaat sebelum Zohor, 2 rakaat sesudahnya, 2 rakaat sesudah Maghrib, 2 rakaat sesudah Isya' dan 2 rakaat sebelum Subuh"

Hadis riwayat At-Tirmidzi, An-Nasa'i, Ibnu Majah dan Imam Ahmad

So, i asked her about solat 2 rakaat before maghrib.

Coz malaysians dont practice it , even in the masjid. So, this is what i got from her some more.

sblm maghrib ada, but ghair muakkad. that means : ibadah sunat yg nabi x selalu amalkn

Mari tonton vid footage skit (^_^)

2010-02-12T03:21:00.000-08:00

info:new halal food shop at hachioji

2010-02-03T00:33:00.000-08:00

just informing a new halal food shop that started 1st Jan 2010. about 15mins walk from

*JR Hachioji Eki

*south exit /南口15mins

>ground floor apato biasa

address:

Asia Shopping Halal Food Shop

Room number 13 , Fujii Haitsu,

2-13-6 Koyasumachi , Hachioji , Tokyo .

Tel :090 -2484-3640

(can speak english)

al-ghurabaa

2010-01-17T22:27:00.000-08:00

The Prophet [salaAllahu alayhi wa salam] said: Islam will begin as something strange and will go back to being something strange just as it began, so give glad tidings to the strangers..

Wee, Alhamdulillah, found a new interesting website

http://www.alghurabaa.org/

akemashite omedetou

2010-01-07T01:38:00.000-08:00

Selamat tahun baru...
Hari ini pergi lab.. sensei takde. senpai A sakit, ada kat rumah. senpai B cam busy sgt sampai nampak sangat keletihan. Conbini pun tutup.

My first day at school started out a bit gloomy than i expected. But there are other memorable things that cheered up my ending year and new year.

* my housemate moved out from her room. --into my room.
* sleep over at farah's in choufu. slept at her loft.
* had dinner with iman, who people thought to be missing
* bought 2 boots at unbeatable prices (about 1500yen each)
* spent a whole day with Rashida and Arafah ( kosen newbies that are super adorable ) at machida.
* got a Hannari Fukubukuro at 3000yen. (2 clothes,1 plushie, 2 plushie keychain, 2 sheets, 1 callender, tissue box cover, 1 round pillow,1 bottle)
* bought a wide leg jeans and 1 black slack at book off for half price. the price was crazy. (each for 250yen)
* pillow talk with ijat and athirah
* Ebisu illumination, japanese type ice cream, cheesecake and getting locked up in the stairways.
* hanging out with Makcik (psychology lecturer) , abby and wawa around tokyo and yokohama.
* video talk with cuz , who seems very excited coz it is his first time video talking.
* bought Ryo/Cikun (my hamster) a new pot for his kuaci
* got my self a new zebra towel and a zebra sweater. (save the wildlife !! , ok, i should start paying attention on eco things )
* gulai ketam by aqilah.. (huge crabs!!)
* putting together world's smallest 1000 pieces puzzle of Tokyo and Kyoto. (magnifying glass needed)
* Marhaba's nasi briyani with Zaharah tachi
* Kinokuniya with Kak CT - bought myself Freakenomics
* Bought 2 skirts at an indian shop.(500yen each).
* Continuous meals relating to cheese . (Parmesan , mozarella , mixed cheese) (Subway-cream cheese sandwich,Cheese cake, Saizeriya - pizza,pasta, cheese bread ... )
* Found Rits Chocolate bar with hazelnuts. Bought myself a bar (It was all gone in less than an hour)
* reunited with a Niner(smks9 student-Sarah,gunma) in the snow (^_^)
* received special postcards ( 1 from Tazmania, 1 from UK , 1 with my pic on it, 1 from my Jr , 1 from Yuuki-hand painted ) ( owh dear, i need to reply )
* had Naan, everytime we dine at a halal restaurant. (Im soooo gonna miss the Naan when i get back to Malaysia)

Wow.. my list is quite long. All of these took place in 3 weeks. What i like most about this winter holiday, is that i get to make connections with new and unexpected people. Kamisama, arigatou.

How to get an A grade final exam ?

2010-01-03T09:38:00.000-08:00

Akemashite Omedeto minna san!

Selamat Tahun Baru.

2010

saya rasa, ramai yang selepas cuti winter akan menduduki exam , atau meneruskan perjuangan menulis tesis , kerja lab, eksperimen, programing, dan macam2 lagi. Oleh itu, saya nak post kan article yg best ini utk minna san. Semoga ia bermanfaat :D

How to get an A grade final exam ?

By Muhammad Alshareef

You may know someone who is studying for final exams these days. Final exams are always a nice time to focus on the true exam of life.

1. In school, you can often redo your exam if you fail. In the hereafter, if one fails there is no going back.

2. In school, you often do not know what questions will be asked. In the hereafter, there are only 3 questions: Who is your Lord? What is your Deen? And who is this man who was sent to you? But the answers are answers you live by.

3. In school, we stay up at night to cram for the exam the next day. So too in Allah's exam, we should be staying up in night prayers.

4. In school, we pray and hope and work for an outstanding mark. So too should be our attitude towards Allah's exam.

5. In school, when we get a great mark, we erupt with happiness. So too will the believers erupt in happiness when they get their books in their right hands. Work for it.

6. In school, when we get a bad mark, sadness can be seen on our faces, and we dislike to face others. So too in the hereafter. Protect yourself from that.

7. During a school exam, you cannot ask anyone for help. In the hereafter, you can prepare from now to get assistance from Allah's Messenger, the Quran, and other ways of intercession.

8. In school, when exam time draws near, we banish distractions to focus on what is really important. In Allah's exam, isn't death within 1 heart beat? Banish distractions and focus.

9. In school, until exam results come out, we worry about the result. In Allah's exam, we don't know what our result will be, so we spend our days in hope and worry until the results come out.

What do you think?

Do you have other reflections on exams?

Always Be There ...

2009-12-08T19:22:00.000-08:00

Alllahu Akbar…

If you ask me about love

And what i know about it

My answer would be

It’s everything about Allah

The pure love, to our souls

The creator of you and me,the heaven and whole universe

The one that made us whole and free

The guardian of HIS true believers

So when the time is hard

There’s no way to turn

As HE promise HE will always be there

To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy

Coz, as HE promise HE will always be there

HE’s always watching us, guiding us

And HE knows what’s in all in our heart

So when you lose your way

To Allah you should turn

As HE promise HE will always be there…

HE bring ourselves from the darkness into the light

Subhanallah praise belongs to YOU for everything

Shouldn’t never feel afraid of anything

As long as we follow HIS guidance all the way

Through the short time we have in this life

Soon it all’ll be over

And we’ll be in His heaven and we’ll all be fine

So when the time gets hard

There’s no way to turn

As HE promise He will always be there

To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy

Coz, as HE promise HE will always be there

HE’s always watching us, guiding us

And HE knows what’s in all in our heart

So when you lose your way

To Allah you should turn

As HE promise HE will always be there…

Allahu Akbar…

So when the time gets hard

There’s no way to turn

As HE promise He will always be there

To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy

Coz, as HE promise HE will always be there

HE’s always watching us, guiding us

And he knows what’s in all in our heart

So when you lose your way

To Allah you should turn

As HE promise HE will always be there

Singer : Maher Zain

*time2 tension nih, seronok pula dengar lagu Maher Zain coz his lyrics are brilliant. Remembering Allah of course (^_^)

Pyramid Of Dreams - U.A.E.

2009-12-01T02:29:00.000-08:00

WHOA... ternganga tengok vid nih..
click to watch-->Pyramid Of Dreams - U.A.E.
mesmerized . Dubai has all the luxury .Well, ive heard that the arabs are soo rich but never seen or new what they can realize with money. Having a 7 star hotel (not 5 but 7 stars!!) , and they build islands (collect sands from the sea floor ) and sell it off in just 72 hours. Crazy! And whats more. Skiing in the desert, and also skiing in a huge refrigerator . Money does jingle people around. Dubai is too commercialized, i think. Getting all of these luxuries are not just for fun, it comes with huge responsibility and it does scares me off. They sound like the perished nation,except they are not perished unless they follow the steps to be like the Aad Nation or Firaun or Thamud etc. Concerning about perished nations, i got this link from a friend -->http://www.bangsamusnah.com/ Its is quite cool to look. But i really like to hear Muhammad Alshareef's four lectures. click to watch -->The Perished Nations.

Insha Allah by Maher Zain

2009-11-28T00:08:00.000-08:00

Every time...
You feel like you can not go on...
You feel so lost and that you so alone...

All you see is night..
And darkness all around..
You feel so helpless.. You can't see which way to go..

Don't despair and never lose hope..
Because Allah is always by your side..

Inshaa' Allah.. Inshaa' Allah.. Inshaa' Allah you'll find your way..
Inshaa' Allah.. Inshaa' Allah.. Inshaa' Allah you'll find your way...

Road to Hajj - Japan - 26 Nov 09

2009-11-27T07:49:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Nak share video best sempena Raya nih.

Road to Hajj - Japan - 26 Nov 09
Al Jazeera meets the man making Hajj possible for Japan's small Muslim community.

Eid Mubarak di Yoyogi n Ikuta

2009-11-26T20:37:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Alhamdulillah, takbir raya telah berkumandang dari malam hingga ke pagi di bumi Jepun ini.

Alhamdulillah,hari ini saya beraya di Masjid Tokyo, di Yoyogiuehara. Mesti anda tertanya-tanya kenapa anak kecil ini ada belon di waktu Hari Raya ini.

Terjumpa dengan ramai orang turkish, org jepun,orang indonesia dan ada juga org singapura, sri lanka dan pakistan. Apa yang menarik disini ialah pada hari Raya AidilAdha ini , tiada qurban dilakukan di Masjid. Mungkin kerana komuniti orang Islam disini sedikit atau masjid di sini terlalu kecil. Kecil yang saya maksudkan ialah masjid di Jepun adalah sebesar surau di Malaysia. Oleh itu, tidak adalah budak-budak kecil yang dapat merasakan perayaan berkorban itu. Tolong menolong memotong daging, menimbang dan men-distribute daging-daging tersebut. Saya ingat sewaktu kecil, ada juga rakan-rakan yang nakal bermain dengan kepala lembu. Selalunya korban ada dilakukan di bukit sebelah rumah saya. Waktu dulu-dulu tuh ada juga terfikir graveyard lembu-lembu, jadi takut sedikit untuk lalu disitu.

Oklah, balik ke Jepun, anak-anak kecil disini tidak merasakan apa yang saya rasakan sewaktu kecil. Disebalik perayaan gotong royong, ada clown di bilik kanak-kanak.

bilik kanak-kanak dihiasi dengan belon seperti parti hari jadi.

Menarik juga perayaan disini. Makanan yang dihidangkan adalah makanan turki .

Ini adalah Neva. Anak kacukan Rusia dan Turkey .Waktu kami nak berpisah, muka dia masam jer (T_T) Takpe,takpe, nanti kita gi rumah dia kalau free. Banyak juga dapat invitation dari orang-orang yang saya jumpa disini. Kak Hafni (mix Japanese and Indonesia) juga mengajak saya utk naik bas kankou tokyo. Ada seorg budak waseda pon mengajak saya utk keluar bersama-sama. Wah...saya dah nak balik Malaysia. Mesti cari masa nih...

By the way, these are some pictures taken yesterday with the Meijians. There were a lot of blurry images, so i only upload which are ok.

pisang kaki , strawberry , anggur

Thank you to all the members that have made the eid party a success. This is the video taken during the begining of the party. Insyallah takde terlepas gambar semua orang (^_^)V

Eid Mubarak Everyone~ May Allah bless u and your family ~

AG 2009

2009-11-25T02:33:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt,

haa.. cuba teka apa hamster saya dok peluk tuh ? (^_^) (answer on the last pic)
actually baru balik dari Autumn Gathering 2009 yang dianjurkan oleh pihak AMIR (Aspiring Malaysian Rijal) . Got back home and went straight to my Ryu-kun (hamster) . Ryu / Cikun (nick name dia) macam dah lama sangat tak nampak dunia, bagi lah dia keluar, berlari2 atas meja saya.

Entry kali nih memang penuh dengan pic. Macam buat diary bergambar plak . hehe.

Sabtu,bertolak dengan kereta menuju ke Niigata. bertolak kul 4 pagi. so banyak lah kabus2 yang tebal waktu drive. warning2 sign about the fog pun brape kali lalu. tapi tak sempat nak tangkap gambar warning sign tuh .

Gambar nih waktu kat dalam kereta.Mula2 rasa dalam kabus. Foggy jer..Pastu tetiba naik bukit. disebab kan kami berada di kawasan yang lebih tinggi ternampaklah lembah2 yang dipenuhi dengan kabus. Terasa macam kat kerjaan langit. (eh, bukan ayah pin yer.. ) Subhanallah . Waktu nih terfikir, mesti susah org2 kat kawasan perumahan tuh, sebab tak nampak. blurry, x leh bawa kereta. Terfikir juga, yang semua alam nih adalah milik Allah . Alam juga boleh jadi tentera Allah. Bila2 masa Allah boleh perintah air(kabus) utk menutupi bandar X. Seram tak ? maybe tak seram kot. kalau contoh Allah perintah air utk jadi tsunami ker banjir ker. baru dasyat eh. anyway, bila kita lihat ciptaan Allah, seelok eloknya, kita mohon ampunan. surah ali imran :191 yang berbunyi ,

orang-orang yang mengingat Allah sambil berdiri atau duduk atau dalam keadaan berbaring dan mereka memikirkan tentang penciptaan langit dan bumi [seraya berkata]: "Ya Tuhan kami, tiadalah Engkau menciptakan ini dengan sia-sia. Maha Suci Engkau, maka peliharalah kami dari siksa neraka. (191)

Di salah satu tempat perhentian. Kabus tebal sangat. Reason lapar and nak gi toilet pon ade.

Kami dah sampai ! Perhatikan awan yang mendung macam nak hujan. Memang hujan lepas beberapa ketika mengambil gambar ini. malam nanti pula snow (^^,)/

Tempat tinggal kami. Tempat nih besar. siap ada terowong bawah tanah . So, bila hujan , dari satu bangunan atau tempat tidur ke kelas atau ke dewan makan, kami akan guna laluan bawah.

Some more enchanted views. I like the blue sky with white clouds in this pic. It as if it is shining from above the hills.

ada snow pada rumput. Sekarang belum lagi masuk winter. Jadi jakun sedikit dengan snow2 nih. walaupun ada seciput jer, nak juga tangkap gambar. (^_^)V

I like this pic . nampak cam dah winter.

Yang ini juga suka!

Macam di tepi sungai yang dah frozen.

Tapi sebenarnya snow yang ada waktu tuh hanyalah banyak nih. hasil snow2 yang jatuh dari bumbung dan tidak sempat cair.

Saya sangat2 lah terlupa nak tangkap gambar bilik. Yang ingatnyer tangkap gambar sink jer. hehe. Bilik yang kami tinggal ada 4 double decker. plus 2 futons on the loft. yes, got loft /loteng. It was cool , but i seriously forgot to take pics.

Haa.. ini pula gambar kat snow yang sedang turun. Riuh sebentar lah semua org, sebab bukan senang nak tgk snow turun. tgk hujan turun tuh dah selalu juga lah .

pemandangan dari meja makan. MasyAllah desyou~ Tahu tak dalam Quran, Allah ada suruh tgk makanan you ? Dari surah Abasa,

Sekali-kali jangan; manusia itu belum melaksanakan apa yang diperintahkan Allah kepadanya, (23) maka hendaklah manusia itu memperhatikan makanannya. (24)

Haa.. jom kita perhatikan makanan kita. Semoga ia bermanfaat. Sambungan surah tadi,

Sesungguhnya Kami benar-benar telah mencurahkan air [dari langit], (25) kemudian Kami belah bumi dengan sebaik-baiknya, (26) lalu Kami tumbuhkan biji-bijian di bumi itu, (27) anggur dan sayur-sayuran, (28) Zaitun dan pohon kurma, (29) kebun-kebun [yang] lebat, (30) dan buah-buahan serta rumput-rumputan, (31) untuk kesenanganmu dan untuk binatang-binatang ternakmu. (32)

Gambar nih pula dari dalam kelas. Pemandangan dari semua bangunan memang best. Rasa macam nampak gunung Alps jer. Terima kasih kepada penceramah2 yang bertungkus lumus utk mengajar kami. Mungkin ada yang bertanya apa yang kami belajar .. Kami belajar pasal Syahadatul Haq (Penyaksian Kebenaran) dan juga Sayonara Jahiliyyah ( Selamat Tinggal Jahiliyyah) . Sewaktu SH , kami bedah buku yang di tulis oleh syeikh al-Maududi. Actually it is not written, but a speech given by al-Maududi. Speech itu boleh didapati dari internet. Setahu saya boleh dapat dari dakwahinfo. Perlu jadi ahli(percuma), baru boleh download.

Pemandangan2 yang lawa lagi.

Ini dikawasan entrance. Waktu kami berpisah , lagu "Sebiru Hari Ini" didendangkan. Tak tahu lagu itu ? boleh cari di kotak lagu saya di belah kanan blog nih :D

Waktu balik, saya naik bas. Ada yang naik keretapi dari Sekiyama station. comel tak station nih ?

Dari dalam bas, melambai lambai tangan ,tanda perpisahan. Tak tersangka ukhuwah antara adik2 dan kakak2 sangat kuat, sampai ramai yang menitiskan air mata.

Ok , ini gambar waktu kat kawasan perhentian. Nak tau ape yang sangat hangat tetang kedai ini?

Tada~ Sotong bakar macam sate~

Saya pon ada beli (^^,) 300yen sebatang.

Sudah tiba masanya, nak tau si comel Ryu nih dok peluk apa...

Model Nivea terkecil dan termuda :D Waktu nak masuk winter nih, jangan lupa pakai moisturiser sekali sekala, sebab kulit cepat kering.

Saya nak minta maaf jika ada tersalah silap sewaktu program Autumn nih, kerana saya ini hanyalah seorg insan yang masih dan akan terus belajar sehingga waktu yang telah ditetapkan.

spring cleaning

2009-11-19T22:46:00.000-08:00

Every time i write a post, i dont put on labels. so, now ive more than 100post. It is such a waste coz people couldnt read the old post. who would want to go and look around at the archive? so, im starting some spring(autumn) cleaning by putting up some labels on old posts. Im doing it bit by bit. so, there still a lot more to go. most of my post are videos and pics of food. :D i did read back some of the old posts and realize that my post nowdays are different. I lack of enthusiasm to write(nowdays) . Back then, i really typed a lot. and i like to describe. Most people like the pics of food of course(hehe) and also my experience in japan and also advices. im kinda off the track. so, i will try to write more :D

i like this post coz i tried really hard to explain about zuhud in a simple way.

http://tunizyandalila.blogspot.com/2009/02/kimono-origami.html

i never stop liking to take pics. But today i realized ive stopped posting it in my blog. so, im gonna share you something. There was this one day, i sort like of like want to cook malaysian dish for the japanese. And i told my japanese friend , and he said "ok, just cook at my lab next week". So, i made nasi lemak. Nizam made chicken curry. FYI, this is my first time cooking nasi lemak. The sambal took me about 2 hours to cook. fuh. The nasi , i forgot to put in halia, and i dont really know what is the "sukatan", it was a disaster. but , who cares..(except nizam) the japanese doesnt really know the real taste. wink *

challenging the japanese to eat with hands. although my lab mate was the only one who wants to eat with chopstick. nasi lemak with chopstick ?? ok, suite yourself :D
Owh, when we were chatting, one of the guys asked me why we dont eat pig or meat. and jokingly said i should eat it. then another guy told the previous guy, we shouldnt play around with pig or say something bad about it to me. So, Nizam and i were awed "huh??" . coz the second guy thought pigs are holy animals or sacred to muslims. that is y we dont eat pig.. ???? BLINK BLINK.

p/s : im going to niigata for autumn gathering!!! insyAllah will post some pics from there later :D

The last are always important

2009-11-17T20:06:00.000-08:00

THE PROPHET MUHAMMAD'S LAST SERMON

(This Sermon was delivered on the Ninth Day of Dhul Hijjah 10 A.H in the Uranah Valley of mount Arafat )

"O People, lend me an attentive ear, for I don't know whether, after this year, I shall ever be amongst you again. Therefore listen to what I am saying to you carefully and TAKE THIS WORDS TO THOSE WHO COULD NOT BE PRESENT HERE TODAY.

O People, just as you regard this month, this day, this city as Sacred, so regard the life and property of every Muslim as a sacred trust. Return the goods entrusted to you to their rightful owners. Hurt no one so that no one may hurt you. Remember that you will indeed meet your LORD, and that HE will indeed reckon your deeds. ALLAH has forbidden you to take usury (RIBA') (Interest), therefore all interest obligation shall henceforth be waived...

Beware of Satan, for your safety of your religion. He has lost all hope that he will ever be able to lead you astray in big things, so beware of following him in small things.

O People, it is true that you have certain rights with regard to your women, but they also have right over you. If they abide by your right then to them belongs the right to be fed and clothed in kindness. Do treat your women well and be kind to them for they are your partners and comitted helpers. And it is your right that they do not make friends with any one of whom you do not approve, as well as never to commit adultery.

O People, listen to me in earnest, whorship ALLAH, say your five daily prayers (Salah), fast during the month of Ramadhan, and give your wealth in Zakat. Perform Hajj if you can afford to. You know that every Muslim is the brother of another Muslim. YOU ARE ALL EQUAL. NOBODY HAS SUPERIORITY OVER OTHER EXCEPT BY PIETY AND GOOD ACTION.

Remember, one day you will appear before ALLAH and answer for your deeds. So beware, do not astray from the path of righteousness after I am gone.

O People, NO PROPHET OR APOSTLE WILL COME AFTER ME AND NO NEW FAITH WILL BE BORN. Reason well, therefore, O People, and understand my words which I convey to you. I leave behind me two things, the QUR'AN and my example, the SUNNAH and if you follow these you will never go astray.

All those who listen to me shall PASS ON MY WORDS to others and those to others again; and may the last ones understand my words better than those who listen to me direcly. BE MY WITNESS O ALLAH THAT I HAVE CONVEYED YOUR MESSAGE TO YOUR PEOPLE."

Siti Malaysia promoting

2009-11-12T04:04:00.000-08:00

Wah, terjumpa vid comel promo malaysia in japanese :D

Siti Malaysia is Sailing to Japan & Korea!!! An ambassador of Malaysia comes to life with this Virtual Character created by Fly Studio. With the feminine & graceful animation style, Siti brings not only Malaysia Scenery to Oversea but also the level of local animation to a new standard. Despite cheerful character animation, a touch of 3D Character disguise under Manga Style Animation also makes the Character & Video an eye candy for viewers.

halal bakery at Ebina - SafeeBakery. yummy~sou

2009-11-11T02:05:00.000-08:00

Information for Muslims in Japan.
longing for bread with meat on it like chicken pizza or meat burger or chicken sandwich ? ?

You can eat it at the new halal bakery in Ebina., Safee Bakery. check out it's website for location, menu and etc :
http://safeebakery.jp/

Just got to know it from my turkish muslim friend. The owner of the bakery is a pakistani muslim, so that is why it is using all the halal ingedients including chicken and meat . ureshii~~~ i want to go there and buy some~~`when ? when? when can i go??

Holding a grudge

2009-11-10T07:54:00.000-08:00

It feels nice when you could share the things that is important to you.

I think Islam is the most beautiful way of life , the ideology is very beautiful,

that i just feel like sharing with all the people around me.

This beautiful pearls and gems are shared to me by angelic sisters.

So, i do have to share it with others.

Who are still wondering in the dark,

They have eyes but doesnt want to see

They have ears but doesnt want to hear

They have hearts but doesnt want to understand

I want to change the denying to accepting

Though sharing means acting upon what you say

so, sometimes I pause

and sometimes i push myself

hesitation really kills

How I've lost to help the needy

Ya Allah, help me to cope with my dilemma

I know that being far from You

Means no winning on my side

nonetheless, i yearn for the winning days to come.

Another Test (accident)

2009-11-06T01:33:00.000-08:00

As i was counting the days to grad,
In just one week,
last tuesday, i heard, a friend of mine lost a father. May Allah bless his father's soul.
Today i got another news, 2 of my friends got into an accident.

"Berita terbaru, kawan kita Hadi Fadilah dengan Khairi kemalangan pada pukul 9 malam semalam di kawasan dekat rumah diorg.

Khairi patah tangan dan bahu kiri, baru selesai operation masukkan besi tadi. Jari-jari masih belum dapat rasa.

Hadi Fadilah masih di ICU, patah rahang gigi dan belum sedarkan diri sebab diberi ubat tidur oleh doktor.

Pohon kawan-kawan semua doakan kesihatan Khairi dan Hadi. Khairi sudah boleh dilawat, tapi hadi belum lagi sebab belum keluar ICU.

Hantarkan sms kata-kata semangat untuk mereka ye, semoga diorang tabah dengan ujian ALlah ini.

Untuk melawat, diorang di Omiya Red Cross Hospital (dekat dgn eki Omiya). Tapi al maklum, mereka masih letih/penat dgn kejadian semalam. Banyakkan beri kata semangat dan doa utk diorg ye."

To whomever that may concern, especially JAD students,please support them.

i dont speak english

2009-11-04T04:41:00.000-08:00

We always hear people giving reasons not to do muslim works (example: dakwah, resolve one's understanding in aqidah, avoid worshipping other things than Allah) when we actually can.
Or, we just back out from our duty (example : taking part in restoring Islam's civilization , help Palestine , the needy) when we can. Just like the "i dont speak english" guy towards the lady.

May Allah protect us from engaging in what displeases Him, May He protect us from Shaytan and his whispers and, May Allah guide us to the straight path. ameen ♥

I want to love U

2009-11-01T06:40:00.000-08:00

what is love ?
it is a miracle
it is a blessing
it is the energy
it is the gladness
it is ..
and it is ..
all the beauty phrases you can think of.

I really want to ,
with all of my heart
to love U,
ya Rabbi

wishing and wishing

2009-09-16T04:30:00.000-07:00

mood :

not so cranky,
not so happy,

sometimes worrying too much,
sometimes dropped things easily,

Sometimes i wish that time would fly past me like a shinkansen(bullet train) as i cant wait to finish my degree and come back to Malaysia,
Sometimes i wish time would crawl slowly like a snail as i haven't finish up my lab works and i still have lots to catch up in the inside ,wish i could stay longer in japan.

I'm so imperfect, that i wish to be like the people in the "ajaban" hadith

The Prophet said: "How amazing is the case of the believer; there is good for him in everything, and this characteristic is exclusively for him alone. If he experiences something pleasant, he is thankful, and that is good for him; and if he comes across some diversity, he is patient, and that is good for him." [Muslim]

“Sungguh menakjubkan urusan orang mukmin, sesungguhnya seluruh urusannnya baik baginya. Hal itu tidak akan dimiliki oleh seseorang, kecuali bagi seorang mukmin. Bila dia memperoleh kegembiraan, dia bersyukur dan itu adalah kebaikan baginya.Namun bila dia tertimpa penderitaan, dia sabar dan itu juga kebaikan baginya”. (HR. Muslim).

I wish and i wish.
Wishing just not gonna change me in any bit.
but at least it is a starter to get a rough idea of what i wanna do and be.

For each (such person) there are (angels) in succession, before and behind him: they guard him by command of Allah. Verily never will Allah change the condition of a people until they change it themselves (with their own souls). But when (once) Allah willeth a people's punishment, there can be no turning it back, nor will they find, besides Him any to protect. (ar-Rad :11)

Ya Allah,

Ar-Rahman, Ar-Raheem,

Al-Malik,

Al-Muhaimin,

He Hears and He Sees,

Please protect us all and give us victory from the kafir ,
from the life that stray us away from remembering You.

♡。☆My Dear Malaysia ♡。☆

2009-08-30T22:56:00.000-07:00

My dear Malaysia, sorry coz i almost forgot your Independence day. Im bad at remembering dates. Even my friends' and family's birthdays too. So, dont feel sad, you are not the only important dates that i forget sometimes. Especially when im too busy with assignment datelines and programs. (｡-人-｡) ｺﾞﾒｰﾝsorry

Anyway readers, do you still remember our National Principles? (Rukun Negara)
When i was in primary school, we had to read it out loud every Monday during morning gatherings. Im sure you had that experience too, right?

WHEREAS OUR COUNTRY MALAYSIA nurtures the ambitions of:

achieving a more perfect unity amongst the whole of her society;
preserving a democratic way of life;
creating a just society where the prosperity of the country can be enjoyed together in a fair and equitable manner;
guaranteeing a liberal approach towards her rich and varied cultural traditions; and
building a progressive society that will make use of science and modern technology.

NOW THEREFORE WE, the people of Malaysia, pledge to concentrate the whole of our energy and efforts to achieve these ambitions based on the following principles:

BELIEF IN GOD
LOYALTY TO KING AND COUNTRY
THE SUPREMACY OF THE CONSTITUTION
THE RULE OF LAW
COURTESY AND MORALITY

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BAHAWASANYA NEGARA KITA MALAYSIA mendukung cita-cita hendak :

mencapai perpaduan yang lebih erat di kalangan seluruh masyarakatnya ;
memelihara satu cara hidup demokratik ;
mencipta satu masyarakat adil di mana kemakmuran Negara akan dapat dinikmati bersama secara adil dan saksama ;
menjamin satu cara liberal terhadap tradisi-tradisi kebudayaannya yang kaya dan berbagai corak ; dan
membina satu masyarakat progresif yang akan menggunakan sains dan teknologi moden.

MAKA KAMI, rakyat Malaysia, berikrar akan menumpukan seluruh tenaga dan usaha kami untuk mencapai cita-cita tersebut berdasarkan atas prinsip-prinsip yang berikut :

KEPERCAYAAN KEPADA TUHAN
KESETIAAN KEPADA RAJA DAN NEGARA
KELUHURAN PERLEMBAGAAN
KEDAULATAN UNDANG-UNDANG
KESOPANAN DAN KESUSILAAN

In conjunction of Independence Day, lets free ourselves not just from the outside but also from the inside too. Maybe in the old days wars are physically seen. And we are insyAllah free from that, but still there is another war that is uneasily seen. "ideological battle" (Ghuzwatul-fikr)(Penjajahan Pemikiran) Lets not put this matter down easily, coz it could be that we are still dependent.

Happy Independence Day Malaysia
.☆.+:^ヽ(∇⌒ヽ)めでたいな～♪(ノ⌒∇）ノ.+:^☆

Semarak Ramadhan in reality

2009-08-29T21:07:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah, Semarak Ramadhan 09 was ok, even though there were little problems . Our iftar/dinner caterer had an accident. so, dinner was postponed. Ladies's floor was a bit hot. People talking in the masjid, making the students a bit hard to listen . well, maybe there are hikmahs , and a way to teach sabar.

*:..。o○☆○o。..:*゜*:..。o○☆○o。..:*゜*:..。o○☆○o。..:*゜*:..。o○☆○o。..:*

The Contract Analogy , by Sister Aar.

Most of the students in Japan are under contracts with their scholarship giver such as Mara, Petronas etc. So, in the black and white piece of paper (contract paper) , there are rules and regulations.

the things you have to do : learn well /graduate in engineering/ get a pointer higher than../,,

and the things you cant do : dont get married / dont bring electrical things to the hostel / ...

im just keeping it simple.

In return , they give you benefits. Scholarship XXXXXXyen, claims for health insurans, etc

so, all of these students put all of their efforts not to break the rules and follow the contract.
they go to class from earlly morning to evening. Some even stayed in the lab,hours, till dark.

They know the concequence of not following the contract, would be to pay back the money given, or putting yourself in shame or you will be left empty handed without any diploma or degree..

If you have never had a scholarship contract, you can even apply to other contracts such as loaning money for house, car, etc. There will always be rules and regulations. The things you need to do to survive with the contract, the things you are afraid of that drives you to do the hardwork.

Ok, now where is this analogy going on ? (;￣ー￣川ｱｾｱｾ

What is our contract to our Allah ? instead of the piece of paper, Allah also has given us a contract. The quran.

What is the rules and regulations in there ? the things you have to do and not to do. i dont think i need to list it here coz im sure you are better at it.

What is the benefit given ? Eyes,Ears,Lips, hands, legs,...tons and tons of benefits.

What is the job/profession that Allah ask you to be ? Al-baqarah : 30, khalifah.

If you dont do it, what is the concequence ?

Sometimes people forget, but its ok, one of the things we need to in the contract is to remind one another.*wink*

kecuali orang-orang yang beriman dan mengerjakan amal saleh dan nasehat menasehati supaya menta’ati kebenaran dan nasehat menasehati supaya menetapi kesabaran. (Al-Ars:3)

Lets save our souls by trying to save others.
May this Holy Ramadhan be beneficial to you and I .
☆＾▽＾☆

Mari~Mari~ Kita Berbuka Bersama ♥(｡￫v￩｡)♥

2009-08-25T05:33:00.000-07:00

Ramadhan, a chance to change for the better

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Semarak Ramadhan 2009
Come and spark up your Ramadhan.
We will be waiting to meet you at Masjid Asakusa Tokyo
Sabtu 29 Ogos 2009
6ptg~9mlm

★゜・。。・゜゜・。。・゜☆゜・。。・゜゜・。。・゜★゜・。。・゜゜・。。・゜☆゜・。。・゜゜・。。・゜★

Untuk pendaftaran, sila email kepada :

Mohamad Heerwan Peeie (男）
smart_heerdia@yahoo.com

Siti Radziah Jalil(女）
citot86@yahoo.com

♥(｡￫v￩｡)♥

|||||／(￣ﾛ￣;)＼||||||| まじ～～？really~~?

2009-08-17T18:24:00.000-07:00

RAMADHAN IS COMING !!

IN JUST 2 MORE DAYS !!

|||||／(￣ﾛ￣;)＼||||||| まじ～～？really~~?

somehow I'm feeling panicky.

What am i still doing ?

Do i need to ask for forgiveness?

owh yeah, i need to..

みんな、悪いこととかイジメとか、本当にすみません。Everyone, Im sorry if ive hurt you in or out. really, really sorry. please forgive me.

（´・人・｀）（´>人<｀）ごめんなさい（。・゜´Д｀゜・。）sorry

then, what other preparation do i have to do ??

I came across a blog, advertising mutabaah amal book for RM5. if you are in Malaysia, feel free to browse here(click me).

My Mutabaah (click here)

so,do i need to print out a mutabaah amal book too?
if you want a book too, u can print it for free.This is another version of a mutabaah amal.

Heart Wheel Journal (click me)

i better go to university^lab today. got to finish my lab work and print out the book.

Ramadhan is the time to level up. from Good to Better to Best (^^,)/ GANBARIMASYOU

★☆ガンバレ☆★ﾍ(^^ﾍ)(ﾉ^^)ﾉ★☆ガンバレ☆★

china, are they civilized enough?

2009-08-17T06:51:00.000-07:00

WARNING : This video may contain scenes that is quite scary and gory to certain people.

whats the moral of the video ?
moral~ moral~

jauh berbeza btul cara penyembelihan islam dan china...kan..

i miss my cat.

Interview with rap artist turned Muslim

2009-07-14T03:02:00.000-07:00

lately ive been a bit busy with things, so im just gonna post another vid that i think is interesting.

when the idolized reverted back,
will the the followers turn their back ?

and this other vid, is for your entertainment and info (^^,)

click here fat camp - china

Video Blog #3: $25,000 Muslim Weddings!!

2009-07-03T18:30:00.000-07:00

its been a while since i watched baba ali's hilarious but compact with advice video.
the $25000 catched my eye to watch this. prepare yourself for another exciting advice from baba ali (^^,)

i like the part where you get people to go and solat in the masjid. thats $$ of deeds (^_^)

hindu reverts to islam in malaysia

2009-07-03T01:44:00.000-07:00

The video is nice but i didnt find the next part.

He started out with usrah, and subhanallah, the outcome is splendid.

I remembered the time when i went to UIA, listened to a reverted Muslim (from Hindu) preaching. He was great. i mean, he is not born as a Muslim , but he went preaching. subhanallah.Even better than the muslims that i know. Dont you ever wonder y, they want to spread Islam so much ??? and us (generally) from birth as Muslims are so lazy to open our Quran ?

見ないほうがいいよ. You better not look

2009-06-30T05:47:00.000-07:00

sensei giving a talk before kanpai

shokudothe nomikai party, drinks and food

I just got back from Campus at 9pm. This is not the usual time i got home, coz today we had another nomikai ( drink party) for my research lab. Just like last year i had a lil headache when they open up beer cans. So, after eating whatever that i can eat, i sat a lil bit far from them. To avoid myself from getting dizzy.

fruits - i can eat (^_^)

Today, I'm a lil bit happy coz i got to tell some of my friends about alcohol. Well, usually the Japanese only know that Muslim cant drink. But now, they already know that Muslims cant serve, buy , drink, sell, etc because i showed them the hadith. No relationship with the alcohol. " ahh now i know Izyan a lil bit more.." chuckled Izuka-kun. "so you cant hold alcohol ? " "not even touch it?" " i can touch it, but not serve it " ... in my head i thought, if i would want to touch it, i would only smash it to the ground. i dont know why, but when i see them drinking alcohol, it reminds me of perfume.. its made of alcohol.. and you are like, drinking perfume-->poisons. cans, litters of poisons into your body.. errghhh.. i just feel like puking.. oh wait.. drunks some times puke.. no wonder...

pork - i cant eat (-_-")

“The Prophet (peace be upon him) said: “Allah has cursed wine, its drinker, its server, its seller, its buyer, its presser, the one for whom it is pressed, the one who conveys it, and the one to whom it is conveyed,” (Buhkari: Book 26, Number 3666).

sandwiches- pork,cheese+ ham, i can only eat egg sandwich

The nomikai started at 6pm at the shokudo (cafeteria). Before it started, the guys were playing cards. So, i went there and sat beside Okada-kun. Okada-kun is one of the nicest guys in the lab. Don't get me wrong, but all of them are nice. Its just that i always sit beside Okada during presentation or when using the computers. So, we sometimes talk, and he sometimes asked me what are you reading when he sees me holding an alien book... is it the Quran ? but no, is just a book. you can hold it. and he would flip the Malay/English/Indonesian book and say " OK , i don't understand it" and smiled at me.

Salmon- i can eat, nyummy (^_^)

So, when i was about to sit there, Okada doesn't want me to look at his cards. So i poked around, but he still closed his cards. I'm not playing... its not like I'm going to tell others... When he realize that i still wanna look at the cards, "イズヤン、見ないほうがいいよ. "(Izyan,You better not look) he said . So, i obediently got up from the chair. but i accidentally saw someone else's card . And i wish i didn't saw it.. Instead of the usual plain jokers and queens or aces pics, they are pics of very sexy women. .. What the.... You are ashamed of me looking at it...Coz I'm sure deep inside you think it is wrong.... even if you are not a Muslim...

distributing the unknown cards

Another friend of mine, Noguchi-kun gets drunk easily. He talks a lot, but when he gets drunk, he talks even more. Observing from far,at his table, everyone was just listening to him talking.sometimes they laugh when he makes some jokes. Suddenly he came to me and said with a very pity face " すみませんね。酒を飲めないから。”(I'm sorry izyan, coz you cant drink) ... "its ok " i told him.. Ahh... if only he knows that not drinking is better than drinking... Oh, and i hope he would get home safely today. Last year's nomikai, he said he didn't know how he got home. But at last he got home .

forgot the names... dont mind... cant eat it anyway

They ask you concerning alcohol and gambling.

Say: "In them is a great sin, and some benefits for men,

but the sin is far greater than the benefit." Holy Qur’an 2:219

Okada-kun, Izuka-kun,Noguchi-kun, and all of my other unmentioned friends and senpai(senior) are sooooo nice and hardworking.....i wish they would revert one day... so, even if I'm not good at explaining in Japanese, i hope i'll leave them some good marks about Islam, so that one day they would find the truth (^^,) Insyallah.

me and sensei ..i m holding a cup of ocha( green tea)

kanashii in one sentence.

2009-06-28T23:20:00.000-07:00

i lost a very nice priceless bracelet given by my auntie for my success to study in japan.

Coming to you soon - ISK 09

2009-06-25T19:09:00.000-07:00

ISK 09
4-5 July
Hon Atsugi, Kanagawa Ken
coming to you soon inshAllah...
http://www.amirnet.org

Apakah dengan berkerja keras itu maknanya kita kekurangan masa?

2009-06-21T22:11:00.000-07:00

"Did you think that We had created you in play (without any purpose), and that you would not be brought back to Us?" [Al-Mukminun 23:115]

Apakah dengan berkerja keras itu maknanya kita kekurangan masa? Apakah dengan berkerja sambil lewa it maknanya kita mempunyai masa? Ataupun.. Apakah dengan berkerja keras, kita akan ada masa lebih? Apakah dengan bekerja sambil lewa itu membazirkan masa kita?

What is the price of hardwork ??
Mari kita lihat buku manual hidup kita (quran)

So verily, with the hardship, there is relief, Verily, with the hardship, there is relief [al-insyirah94:5-6]

Oleh itu, maka (tetapkanlah kepercayaanmu) bahawa sesungguhnya tiap-tiap kesukaran disertai kemudahan, (5) (Sekali lagi ditegaskan): Bahawa sesungguhnya tiap-tiap kesukaran disertai kemudahan. [al-insyirah94:5-6]

It is repeated 2 times. I rest my case for hardship’s price with God’s word (^^,)V

TIM3
Do we really have time ??
To even consider it less or more ?
What I know is that, with all the work loads that we have in life. I said life. Not school works ah..
There are more things to do than the time we have.
Y ? u ask. Obviously we have the average years to live about 65years.

Don’t you know that we are obligated to return back the khalifah system into this world? Ok, maybe this is too drastic for some people, or maybe they don’t understand “khalifah”, so lets change it to : don’t you know that we are obligated to make the world into a better place ? (memakmurkan bumi) . ok, ok. Still couldn’t catch what im saying ? From surah [al-baqarah , 30 :29]

Dan (ingatlah) ketika Tuhanmu berfirman kepada malaikat: Sesungguhnya Aku hendak menjadikan seorang khalifah di bumi. Mereka bertanya (tentang hikmat ketetapan Tuhan itu dengan berkata): Adakah Engkau (Ya Tuhan kami) hendak menjadikan di bumi itu orang yang akan membuat bencana dan menumpahkan darah (berbunuh-bunuhan), padahal kami sentiasa bertasbih dengan memujiMu dan mensucikanMu?. Tuhan berfirman: Sesungguhnya Aku mengetahui akan apa yang kamu tidak mengetahuinya.

Khalifah basically means a leader. So, as a leader of the world , what do you need to do ? burn the forest ? support war ? (click here to boycott ) play skateboards 24/7? Check out girls ? Watch superheroes on cinema ? Idolize singers and actors ? (did you know that idol = berhala ?) linger around doing nothing ? Just pity the poor and still sit in the couch ?

Dan (ingatlah) Aku tidak menciptakan jin dan manusia melainkan untuk mereka menyembah dan beribadat kepadaKu. [ad-zariyat:56]

So, are those the ibadah for your LORD as a khalifah ?

As a king , don’t you need to EDUCATE your people to love the world too ? In another word, maybe a bit sensitive to certain people, it means “dakwah” . Ask people to return to ISLAM . because you alone, wont make the word a better place. Why do you think Allah says this :

Sesungguhnya Allah mengasihi orang-orang yang berperang untuk membela agamaNya, dalam barisan yang teratur rapi, seolah-olah mereka sebuah bangunan yang tersusun kukuh. [As-Saff:4]
*”orang-orang, mereka “ doesn’t show a person.

Anyway, back to the time question. Do you think we can make the world into a better place in just 65 years ? Of course not ! To makmurkan bumi is like a long winding road . A train (timeline) is moving on the road . You, have the choice. To get yourself into the train or not . The time given is your time line in this world, which is unknown . It could be another day, or another 1 year. What do you want to do ? gamble your lifetime ? Win – heaven. Loose – Hell. Wow, that’s a whole lot of money! Do you really want to gamble ? anyway gambling is not prohibited in Islam.

Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Mahukah Aku tunjukkan sesuatu perniagaan yang boleh menyelamatkan kamu dari azab seksa yang tidak terperi sakitnya? (10) Iaitu, kamu beriman kepada Allah dan rasulNya, serta kamu berjuang membela dan menegakkan agama Allah dengan harta benda dan diri kamu; yang demikian itulah yang lebih baik bagi kamu, jika kamu hendak mengetahui (hakikat yang sebenarnya).(11) [As-saff:10-11]

Did you know that in the Quran, there is a chapter about time ?

Al-Asr Dengan nama Allah, Yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Mengasihani Demi Masa! (1) Sesungguhnya manusia itu dalam kerugian; (2) Kecuali orang-orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh dan mereka pula berpesan-pesan dengan kebenaran serta berpesan-pesan dengan sabar. / (3)

Nothing is worth it excepts what is written above. Hey, don’t try to think of excuses. Its all black and white. Very clearly stated. What ever we do, if it is in the above context, its worth it. Don’t try to break your neck trying to think if worthless things are worth it or not. The worthless are obviously not worth it.

p/s: i was wondering if jihad is fardhu ain or kifayah.
click here to check out if you need to work(jihad) or not.

R U a Malaysian or a Japanese?

2009-06-15T05:07:00.000-07:00

"Are you a Malaysian or a Japanese? "

A friend of mine trying to tease me .

What's with the country ? I was born in Malaysia. My Mother was born in Malaysia, while my Dad was born in Singapore. My Opah (Grandma) is a Malay- Nik while my Nenek (Grandmother) is a Chinese . My Granfather is an Orang Negeri, while my Grandpa is a Megat. So, what is there to be proud of ? A Malay ? A Chinese grandaughter ? A Singaporean's daughter ? A Malaysian ? A daughter of a Puteri ? a grandchild of a Nik ? A descendant of Parameswara ?

Parameswara ? Malaysia ? Tanah Melayu ? full stop ". "

Im not saying that Im not proud to be a Malaysian , but Im even prouder to be what connects all the above races and nationality. Im a Muslim . My history is longer than Tunku Abdul Rahman , Megat Terawis and Parameswara . Im prouder to have a family history starting from Adam a.s to Ibrahim a.s to Rasulullah s.a.w to the Khalifah and to the Abasiyyah and etc.

I dont like people suppressing me to like Malaysia or to be a Malaysian. Im just proud to be a Malaysian as it is but sometimes it hurts to know how the origin of Malaysia came to be. You know y ? jeng jeng jeng ... go and read islamic histories, and you'll get the answer. (^^,) coz im not a pro to tell it myself. here is a vid to get a hint of what im trying to say

Pls hold The Line

2009-06-08T05:31:00.000-07:00

Im dedicating this song and vid to all the muslims out there,my FAMILY, my JADians friends , my AAJians friends , my PETRONASians friends, and all the SISTERs and BROTHERs that know me.

Sometimes the sea becomes rough and sometimes calm .

well, thats NORMAL (^^,)

the main thing is DONT LET GO OFF THE LINE \(^_^)/

song: native deen (hold line)
pics: frm various places , internet, mine, and friends

Lets think to back, back when we started
We were just souls with one target
This was a course that we both charted
So how did we end broken hearted

Ohhhh….

Can faith pull us through
Don’t know what I should do
But ask of you

Please please please hold the line now,
I swear please hold the line now
Can't see what happened to us
Just look how shaytan will do us

Please please please hold the line now,
I swear please hold the line now
Just long enough so we can find out
Find out how we work things out

How we work things out

Now comes the time, time to mend fences
To remove the mask and stop pretending
Because now the whisper’s winning
And how could this be our ending

Ohhhh….

*chorus

I know it seems so hard, it seems so hard
When others fall apart, they fall apart
They couldn’t make it though, they couldn’t make it through
But this I promise you, Allah rewards the Sabiroon

So, so, so…

*chorus

Work things out

i like dogs. is it wrong? is it a bad image for a muslim ?

2009-05-30T08:29:00.000-07:00

i like dogs. is it wrong? is it a bad image for a muslim ?

i wish i could have dogs as pets but i never intend to do it coz i know that God only permits you to have dogs for hunting, farming and security. i know its not haraam to touch dogs, especially if it is not wet. but i never touch it just for precautions. i really despise people who hate dogs . coz dogs are still God's creation . i searched on the net about dogs and islam, and came to good reviews and bad reviews. which confused me a bit.

even though i really like dogs, some people think it is best for me to avoid myself from showing newbies(new frens/juniors) that i like dogs, so that people who thinks dogs are impure animals wouldn't get a bad first impression of me, and eventually wouldn't trust me , ... . . mm, i still think its not wrong to even show people that dogs are just like cats or plants or flowers that you want to take pictures with.

wait a minute,. if this is so wrong, its just the same as watching dramas, movies, buying cloths because it is pretty, play games coz it is fun , chat because it is interesting , admire idols coz they are soo cute and intelligent, etc ,. infact, these situations are not the same, but far more dangerous than my fondness to dogs.

this is pathetic. am i forgetting my priority ? its like arguing either to pray 8 rakaat or 20 rakaat for tarawikh. when at that time our khalifah have been dethroned. rather than arguing, it would be better for me to figure out how to get Allah's love. How to do my job as a khalifah . How to improve my iman. And i hope He will make me able to differentiate black and white coz This world is full with smokey gray situations.

anyway, these are some of my collections .

in machida at a pet store nearby an ofuro saw it during hiking at a strawberry farm

People of Understanding?

2009-05-17T21:50:00.000-07:00

Have you heard of some Quran verses that starts of with Allah's creations like the cloud or the sky or the earth or the mountains and etc, than after the descriptions, it will state that the descriptions are the signs for people of understanding.

people of understanding? for example the alternation of night and day. think. what can a person understand from the alternation of night and day. At one time its dark then the next thing it started to get bright. hurmm.. then , a "skema" (conventional) answer would be all the scientific stuffs like how people get to rest at night, or the earth is round and rotates, or the creation of an owl who comes out during the night etc. These shows how Mighty Allah is .

so, does people of understanding are for genius people who are good in science? How about people 1000 years ago? they dont have a compulsary science class to go to like we do when we were in standard four.

A friend of mine, starts to question herself too... With a dubious reply, " oh , wow, never thought of that. i dont know"

hence, i told her, thats the answer. We dont know. We dont know a lot of things.

Well, this just one of the reasons . Allah is reminding you that you are just His little servant who doesnt know a lot of things. You need Him , you need His Guidance (Quran) , You need a teacher (Rasulullah saw / sunnah) coz you dont know. So, dont brag yourself if you get nobel prize ( the japanese are so proud about nobel prizes . Its like "THE THING" . people start hailing them, they are the best , like idols. The genious research till they drop, just to get the nobel prize. then , they die. end of story. ) what is so great about these people compared to Allah? The nobel prizes just discovered something that is already there. Just giving names to Allah's things and proclaim its their's.Just look around. Allah made all of these. Allah knows everything .the most genious person in the world 's knowlege compared to Allah is like zillion to one. And you acknowledge him more than Allah. What a shame. (-_-")

Ignorant servant . Thats what we are if we dont understand His Signs..

Long Live Palestine

2009-05-14T05:42:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum everyone,

In this recent few days, lots of stuff happened to me. Just giving you keywords for a rough idea of my condition.

- Shockingly bad news - Insultation of my Religion - Mocking - Off-Guard Attacks - Scolding me of something i didnt do -Violating my Privacy - Frustration --> Cant really sleep well --> resulting to distractions of my real purpose of life.

I wanted to write more about it. I wanted to pour out more on this blog . Ive been thinking thousands of ways for REVENGE . This incident is turning me into my old self (dont mess we me coz you are gonna pay ). Then i remembered..

Anger is just another path for Satan.

I seldom get mad but this time... its a bit over the limit. Controlling extreme anger is not so easy after all . All my anger energy automatically transfers into actions . Instead of closing the door, it becomes slamming the door. Instead of putting the dishes aside, it becomes throwing hard into the sink. BAD. i know... but it felt great. Transferring all the negative charge away. PLEASE DON'T FOLLOW THIS METHOD. im still trying to find other ways , better and good ways to control anger till people couldn't detect it.

When i was on my way to school today, i plug my ears and heard this song .(Outlandish ft Sami Yusuf-Ive Seen) With what is going on me, i almost cried , it had never given me such great impact . i really miss "you" . The Ummah who would protect us, protect Palestine.

Palestine is one of the reasons that pushes me to be what i need to be. The Living souls are one of my role models. If they can do it, why cant we? --must get out of ignorance -- 頑張らなきゃ　\(^o^)/

Blog about Palestine is just 1 more day to go, but im dedicating this post earlier. Read the lyrics, feel it... BLOG about it (^^,)V Long Live Palestine.

my hospitalized heart

2009-05-13T04:28:00.000-07:00

dear Heart aka Soul,
when will you wake up from your comma?
we really ,
really ,
miss you!!

your Brain fren here,
is suffering.
without you,
life is meaningless.
life is empty.

your Body fren here,
is like a robot,
moving around without a controller.
well actually Brain is being a bad conductor.
all because you are not with him.

so, we hope you get the point.
we really need you.
so, jump out and give salam to us.
ganbatte,
you can do it.

sincerely,
Body and Brain

ATTENTION!! melon pan by 7eleven got LARD !!!

2009-05-11T14:18:00.001-07:00

like what the title is all about, melon bread from 7eleven got lard. Got to know from here . CLICK me.. dah di kakunin kan.

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Lard is pig fat in both its rendered and unrendered forms. Lard was commonly used in many cuisines as a cooking fat or shortening, or as a spread similar to butter.

Al-Baqarah :168. O ye people! Eat of what is on earth, lawful and good; and do not follow the footsteps of the Satan, for he is to you an avowed enemy.

"Hai manusia ,makanlah apa-apa yang dibumi yg halal lagi baik dan janganlah kamu ikut langkah syaitan . Sesungguhnya syaitan itu musuh yang nyata bagimu.."
(Surah Al-Baqarah: ayat 168)

For You Mother

2009-05-10T06:35:00.000-07:00

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Who should I give my love to?
My respect and my honor to
Who should I pay good mind to?
After Allah
And Rasulullah

Comes your mother
Who next? Your mother
Who next? Your mother
And then your father

Cause who used to hold you
And clean you and clothes you
Who used to feed you?
And always be with you
When you were sick
Stay up all night
Holding you tight
That's right no other
Your mother (My mother)

Who should I stay right close to?
Listen most to
Never say no to
After Allah
And Rasulullah

Comes your mother
Who next? Your mother
Who next? Your mother
And then your father

Cause who used to hug you
And buy you new clothes
comb your hair
And blow your nose
And when you cry
Who wiped your tears?
Knows your fears
Who really cares?
My mother

Say Alhamdulillah
Thank you Allah
Thank you Allah
For my mother.

Adab berkunjung ke rumah orang lain

2009-05-09T04:17:00.000-07:00

At the last Golden Week Gathering, i got the privilege to learn some fiqh and tafsir quran from Ustazah Maznah ( ex-lecturer at UITM and ex-student of Al-Azhar) . so, one of the topics that we learned was the "adab berkunjung ke rumah orang lain". i copied the following text from here . What the Ustazah had told us, is all explained in the following. I high-lighted some stuffs that i think others should know, coz i didnt know at first. but now i know and it is interestingly important and thus i feel i need to share it with you (^^,).

An Nur: 27 - 29

يَاأَيُّهَا الَّذِينَ ءَامَنُوا لَا تَدْخُلُوا بُيُوتًا غَيْرَ بُيُوتِكُمْ حَتَّى تَسْتَأْنِسُوا وَتُسَلِّمُوا عَلَى أَهْلِهَا ذَلِكُمْ خَيْرٌ لَكُمْ لَعَلَّكُمْ تَذَكَّرُونَ (27) فَإِنْ لَمْ تَجِدُوا فِيهَا أَحَدًا فَلَا تَدْخُلُوهَا حَتَّى يُؤْذَنَ لَكُمْ وَإِنْ قِيلَ لَكُمُ ارْجِعُوا فَارْجِعُوا هُوَ أَزْكَى لَكُمْ وَاللَّهُ بِمَا تَعْمَلُونَ عَلِيمٌ (28) لَيْسَ عَلَيْكُمْ جُنَاحٌ أَنْ تَدْخُلُوا بُيُوتًا غَيْرَ مَسْكُونَةٍ فِيهَا مَتَاعٌ لَكُمْ وَاللَّهُ يَعْلَمُ مَا تُبْدُونَ وَمَا تَكْتُمُونَ (29)

Terjemahan:

Hai orang-orang yang beriman, janganlah kamu memasuki rumah yang bukan rumahmu sebelum meminta izin dan memberi salam kepada penghuninya. Yang demikian itu lebih baik bagimu, agar kamu (selalu) ingat.
Jika kamu tidak menemui seorangpun di dalamnya, maka janganlah kamu masuk sebelum kamu mendapat izin. Dan jika dikatakan kepadamu: "Kembali (saja) lah", maka hendaklah kamu kembali. Itu lebih bersih bagimu dan Allah Maha Mengetahui apa yang kamu kerjakan.
Tidak ada dosa atasmu memasuki rumah yang tidak disediakan untuk di diami, yang didalamnya ada keperluanmu, dan Allah mengetahui apa yang kamu nyatakan dan apa yang kamu sembunyikan.

Sebab Turun Ayat:

Seorang wanita datang menemui Rasulullah SAW lalu berkata "Ya Rasulullah, saya berada di dalam rumah saya dalam keadaan yang saya tidak suka seorangpun melihat saya, samada ayah saya atau anak saya. Lalu tiba tiba datang seseorang masuk ke dalam rumah saya, maka apakah yang patut saya lakukan?" Lalu turunlah ayat diatas: Hai orang-orang yang beriman, janganlah kamu memasuki...

Tafsiran Dan Rahasia Dibalik Ayat:

(1) Ayat diatas diawali dengan panggilan IMAN menandakan betapa tinggi derjat orang-orang yang beriman disisi Allah. Hanya orang beriman yang layak dan patut mendapat bimbingan dan arahan. Sedangkan orang kafir tidak obahnya seperti binatang, dan mereka tidak layak mendapat kemulian. Sungguh tepat firman Allah:

أُولَئِكَ كَالْأَنْعَامِ بَلْ هُمْ أَضَلُّ أُولَئِكَ هُمُ الْغَافِلُونَ

Mereka tidak obahnya bagaikan binatang, bahkan mereka lebih sesat daripada binatang.
(Al 'Araaf: 17).

(2) Larangan memasuki "rumah yang bukan rumahmu" tidak hanya terbatas jika rumah itu dihuni oleh pemiliknya, tetapi juga termasuk ke dalamnya jika rumah itu dihuni oleh peminjam atau penyewanya. Dan inilah sebabnya kata rumah disebut dengan " nakirah " (بُيُوتًا ). Dan isim yang nakirah membawa faedah umum dan menyeluruh (syumul).

(3) " Sehingga kamu meminta izin " dengan menggunakan istilah " isti’naas "( تَسْتَأْنِسُ ) bukan dengan istilah " isti’zaan " kerana istilah " isti’naas" lebih mendalam daripada istilah "isti'zaan". Maulana Al Maududy Rahimahullah berkata: Adalah keliru orang yang mengertikan isti'naas hanya sekedar meminta izin saja. Padahal sebenarnya dua istilah itu mempunyai perbedaan makna yang amat halus yang tidak sewajarnya dianggap ringan. Kata Isti'naas adalah lebih umum dan lebih menyeluruh daripada kata isti'zaan. Jadi maknanya: "sehingga kamu mengetahui setakat mana rasa senang hati penghuni rumah itu terhadap kedatanganmu adakah dia reda ataupun sebaliknya".

*im HIGH LIGHTING this part, coz in bahasa melayu, they dont have the most suitable word to use, to translate "isti'naas" . "isti'naas" and "isti'zaan" means "izin" in malay but the difference is, "isti'zaan" means get permision no matter what. but "ist'naas" means the person is "comfortable and welcomes you " kind of permision. not "terpaksa" or "no choice but to let the person in " kind of permision . Got it ?

(4) "Jika kamu tidak menemui seorangpun di dalamnya". Ungkapan ini mengandungi makna yang sangat mendalam. Maknanya: Barangkali di dalam rumah tersebut ada penghuninya tetapi dia sengaja tidak menjawabnya atau dia berterus terang tidak mengizinkannya. Kedua dua makna ini boleh tersirat di dalam ungkapan diatas. Oleh sebab itu Allah SWT tidak menggunakan ungkapan "Jika sekiranya tidak ada seorangpun di dalamnya"

(5) Jadi larangan memasuki rumah orang lain ada dua keadaan:

Pertama: Larangan secara tersirat (Jika kamu tidak menemui seorangpun di dalamnya)
Kedua: Larangan secara terang terangan (Dan jika dikatakan kepadamu "kembali sajalah maka hendaklah kamu kembali"

(6) Imam Az Zamakhsyari berkata: Jika kita dilarang merayu rayu dan gigih memohon agar diterima sebagai tetamu, ini memberi makna kita dilarang mengetok pintu dengan kuat, menekan loceng berturut turut atau memekik memanggil penghuni rumah dengan suara yang keras dan lain lain sebagaimana adat orang-orang yang tidak berpendidikan.

Kewajiban tetamu ketika minta izin.

Berdiri diluar dan tidak menghadap ke arah pintu.
Jika ditanya: kamu siapa? Jangan dijawab dengan "saya".
Sebaiknya memperkenalkan diri dahulu sebelum minta izin.
Tetamu hendaklah peka dengan perasaan Tuan rumah, adakah ia reda atau keberatan terhadap kehadirannya, supaya ia dapat menyesuaikan masa kunjungannya.

Conclusion : In this era, we have handphones . Use it before you get to the place you wanna visit. If you have roommates, ask their permission too . Dont just buldge in with some guest coz a house is a person's private place.
I only took some part of the main post, so to read the full explanation about adab berkunjung ke rumah orang lain, please click here . the above pic was taken from here .

Alhamdulillah syukran , i got SONY

2009-05-05T20:46:00.000-07:00

Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini

Went to a carrier fair yesterday, and i think i learnt a few things. One of the main thing is rezeki. Allah has already written all of your rezeki. Everyone is unique but when the interview time comes, it all depends to God, to let you perform well or not. To let you remember or not . Alhamdulillah, even though i went to the Sony booth at the last minute, well actually i wanted to go home already but seeing that the Sony booth has not closed yet, i just went there. Thinking that if people asked me , i can just say, i ve already tried sony. I didnt went there earlier coz it was packed and Sony has 2 interviews. so, 最後まで(at the last drop) i tried, just one more interview before i pack my bags. Syukur Alhamdulillah i got it. (^^,) If it is my rezeki, it is mine .

my sensei has a bodyguard

2009-04-22T22:11:00.000-07:00

Believe it or not, my sensei has a bodyguard following her 24seven. Her husband, a lecturer was murdered in school territory. The murderer had not been identified yet. so, since that event, a bodyguard is seen outside of class. But the question is, till when does this have to go on ?

whats in my head lately:
1. zemi - figure out what you want to do - proposal, before 14th May
2. Carrier fair – Japanese and English resume
3. I get to rule my life – phoned my parents and told them I don’t want to proceed master in engineering , and they told me you can do whatever you want. Its your life. Ok, so im planning to work in Malaysia, then , plan more later. –
4. gonna have lunch together with Kasahara-kun next Monday. He is gonna buy me lunch.wee hee~ the catch for him is an English conversation with me . Kasahara is taking English class with me.

5. Have to think of a topic for English presentation. Should i do Gamelan or Palastine ? Easy topic or sensitive topic?

6. When is Bigglobe(an internet provider) gonna send me the access key and password?? i want internet access from home !!! (im writing from school library right now)

ok, enough ramblings for today :D

lets go 2 GWG 09 !!!

2009-04-09T23:54:00.000-07:00

Whats your plan for golden week?
Sometimes , there are fiqh questions that we dare not to ask coz our frens too , doesnt have a clue.. That sometimes we just follow because our senpai did. Or it is because the tradition that we followed from malaysia. Lets clear up the questions by going to GWG o9.

MixEd uP with Time

2009-04-09T18:33:00.000-07:00

I got a msg from someone, to meet up at ikebukuro at 8.30.
So, today i started getting ready from 6am, got into the train at 7am. Which i rarely do.

Trains at this hour are like sardines.Rush hours. thank God, there is an only girls train. cant imagine if i got myself into the non bias train. well, maybe i can crush in there, but if it is in Malaysia, i think ill wait for the next train. japanese guy and malay guy , just 2 different feeling. Its like the feeling of watching the japanese gurls wearing miniskirt. you just dont really care about them. but if a malay girl puts on the same thing, your eyes would pop out and your lips wont stop complaining, what in the world is she doing..

anyway, Crushing myself in there, almost quite un-breathable for almost 1hour. Every station they stop , only about 5percent got out and 10percent of people comes in. so, at this point you just have to move with the sway. when it goes right, sway your way there. But the pressure is high. not just your blood pressure , but your balance pressure. When the train sway, you need to put some pressure at your feet so that you wont fall. Coz all the holder have been taken, so its like surfing a snowboard. Its all about the balance. But sometimes, when it gets really2 sardined, you just dont feel your feet anymore. This sardine kind of track is tiring. It really drains away your energy and emotion. huhu.

so, on the train to ikebukuro station, i suddenly recall the msg. Was it 8.30am or 8.30pm?? promptly, i called my fren . This fwen was asleep (-_-") ... And told me in a groggy voice "8.30pm".

The funny part was, i told her to call me up at 6.30, just incase i dont wake up . And she didnt see it as something fishy.

Huh..the moral of the story, double check the time. put am or pm or use the 24hour code.

hari ini dapat bunga free (^^,)

2009-04-08T00:57:00.000-07:00

Everytime i open the rika gurls house, i could see a sakura tree nearby the balcony. It has already started to grow green leaves, the petals are dropping like snow. Time to say goodbye not just to the flower but also to some of my senpai (senior) who are going back to malaysia for good.

This is a bunch of flower that i got for free coz i bought a pot of flower for rika`s kouhai. They are about to have an open house tonight, but i think i couldnt make it coz i want to spent some time with my senpai.

Today i cooked. Roast chicken and potato salad.suprisingly at rika gurls house. My cooking would never be spicy, so everytime i cook, they will have a plate of freshly cutted super spicy green chilies for extra spicy taste.

today`s deseart

i gtg. till next time (^^,)/

teikiken

2009-04-06T19:28:00.000-07:00

うれしい。。。

昨日、

初めて定期券を作ったから。

それで、ちょっと学校で花見みたいと言う写真を撮った

後は、
明治の先生からマレーシアの晩御飯を奢ってくれた（おごる）。

マレーちゃんのレストランから花見ができる。

今日の桜はまんかい。

たぶん最後の花見だ。

the Death Day 04 04

2009-04-04T07:32:00.000-07:00

This morning was stupidly frustrating, but it ended out with one of the best birthday ever. Starting off with , people nearby who doesnt even remember what day is today, to the - its an expected boring day" coz im way off far away from my family, way off far from the internet, the day where some people doesnt have a handphone yet, the day where people are busy getting ready for new semester, the day where senpai(seniors) are busy helping their kouhai(junior). So, i was quite expecting to have another lonely birthday like last year.

My morning, started off with the usual birthday wishes from the handphone. A fren called me and ask how was i filling, what im doing, i told her i donno what to do. Its Saturday but no one is inviting me for any outing. So, im sort of stuck in Machida, dont really know what to do. Desperately , Dyingly want to go out. But doesnt have a reason. I bathed and put on my hijab. but just sat in the room. My fren told me, if people dont invite you, then you have to plan your day, yourself.

(T_T)

Since teenage years, i always had a birthday party. Planned myself a week before the day. What kind of food to serve, how many people to invite, what time, celebrate with who, yada yada ~ So, what i really want for my birthday is to get a surprise birthday party. Well,its just a wish. Like i said, im expecting a lonely birthday.

Then my parents called me.. A bit emotionally cured.

After a few minutes, creating reasons to go out of the house, i wrapped a present for a belated birthday. wrote down her address. And start walking out towards the post office. As i walked along the river beside my house, i noticed new creatures there. koi. yeah, very big koi fish, orange and black and also white. swimming around with the native ducks and also big black crows at the river. Quite relaxing , watching it swimming and twirling around.

Later on, i had a fish burger for breakfast.

I wrote down what i want to type while i was at freshness burger.but,Im cutting short my devastated pathetic morning story coz my day ended up into an incredibly unexpected happy day.

Text a few frens, if we can have lunch together at Sweet Paradise. A buffet restourant, serving pasta and deserts. And so, we did shopping, and eating. It was a blast really. Just look at the pics.

Before leaving Sweet Paradise, i wanna get a souvenir. Took a Sweet Paradise pink file, and ask the waiter, where to pay. he told me its 150yen. i know coz its written there,but i guess he thinks i donno how to read, so i asked again where to pay. he told me to pay to him. so i unzipped my wallet to search for a 100 and 50 yen coin. Suddenly he said , its ok, just take it. REALLY? yup really, just take it. LUCKY ME (^_^)

Later that day, i went to another fren's house in tokyo. Coz i wanna use the internet. They cooked and baked a chocolate cake for me!!! 本当にうれしかった。本当に感動しています。みんな、ありがとう。I dont know how to say thank you, but jzkk. I hope Allah will bless all of you. I really2, appreciate it. Considering what a bad morning i had. I was really, REALLy touched. Luv all of you.

Subhanallah , thank you God, for giving me the opportunity to experience this day. The remembrance of death day. (4 is a number frequently related to death)

bertebarlah kamu di bumi -- korea?

2009-03-17T01:06:00.000-07:00

chenjeyeon Falls
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Jungmun Beach,cheju island

” … maka bertebarlah kamu di bumi, carilah karunia Allah dan ingatlah Allah banyak-banyak agar kamu beruntung ” ( Surah Al-Jumu’ah:10)

Some of my friends asked me, why did you go to Korea? Why are you learning in Japan? why? y? and Y?

well, for some reason, i dont really exactly know why. It just happened. Allah is the better planner. I planned to go to Europe but Allah planned me to be in Korea. I dont really planned to learn in Japan, just trying out my luck, and Allah gave me the most wonderful tarbiyah that no one else can give.

What i got from Korea.

I learn to appreciate Malaysia.

I also learn to appreciate Japan better.

Korea seems like a developed country with high technologies. Samsung, Hyundai etc..but the real truth is, it is just like Kuala Lumpur but dirtier. I was very shocked. Coming out from the tunnel train , the first sight was the jalan TAR ., but dirtier version. Speaking generally, Koreans spit everywhere. They throw rubbish everywhere. There were bundles of garbages at the side of the road. I used to think in my mind that my country is beautiful. coz in my head i only imagined shah alam, putrajaya, all the not so dirty places. But after going to Korea, it reminded me most of the parts in Malaysia. As a muslim i feel bad. The so called "islamic" country, just dont have the manners yet. Even though japanese are mostly aethiest, they know manners. Even though you are in the city, you can still smell the fresh air. In kuala lumpur.. no way ...just carbons from the cars and smokes too. Still needs some teachings.

I still love Malaysia, for some of their good friendly manners. In Korea, if you get in a persons way, you will be bumped. If the person gets in your way, you will be bumped too.While walking, back and forth, through the stations, sometimes you just dont realize it, then they just bump you. Quite iritating but, you learn to sabar.

When buying things, of course you wanna see the quality of the thing u wanna buy. If you are not satisfied with it, of course you wont buy it and just live it. In Korea, they will scold you if you dont buy. I dont understand what they say but from the body language you can just predict it. Sometimes they didnt even give you to do window shopping. They shoo-ed you away if you take a long time trying to figure out which color is the nice one. Really, really... rough and bad manners. So, i do appreciate Japanese and also Malaysian.

I love Malaysia for not having many drunkers on the road.Im so happy that Islam forbids you to drink alcohol. Koreans and Japanese like to drink, and get drunk and start to act silly and crazy. Sometimes they pee at the side of the road. sometimes they harrased. They are a nuisance to the public. Shouting and scolding innocents.

The world would be better a place if we understand Islam truthfully with our hearts.

I learned some other stuffs but if i have time, ill try to type it down..till later..

seoul~~

2009-03-12T08:09:00.000-07:00

mmm.. seoul... cam malaysia.. tapi ganas lah org dia... rindu jepun (T_T).. jepun bersih dan org nya tak ganas.. mungkin Allah nak izyan lebih bersyukur sebab dapat stay kat jepun kot..
sekarang nih kat holiday inn korea hostel... internet free 24 hours.. upload sikit lah pics,,
chenjeyeon falls..

nih bimbim bak,, rasanya..cam claypot rice

kat teddy bear museum

maze park

chenjeyeon falls

nih, side dish yang biasa disediakan di jeju island. yang merah kiri sekali tuh kimchi. yang kat tengah tuh sotong.

berangan skit.. driver is on the left side..

kat jeju island, vege house.. restourant

what goes through your mind?

2009-03-05T02:04:00.000-08:00

what goes through your mind, when you are looking at me?

When i look at you, i always wonder too.

Are you happy? Are you sad? Hows everything there?

Facebook had been a lil heaven for me to know whats going on with my relatives and friends. Being far off from them, not being able to meet up , just makes me wonder. Pictures tells you 1001 types of stories. Some are predictable and some are not. Some are believable and some are just lies.

I like to put pictures in my blog or my profile pages, so that the people who misses me would not wonder or worry about me.

Im taking a degree in Japan for 2 years. I will only come back to malaysia after my graduation, insyallah 2010. Most of my friends went back to Malaysia during the holidays, to meet up with their fellow peeps. I wonder what's it like to be back in Malaysia after 2 years? New additional of cousins, niece and nephew, new roads, new houses.

New personalities.

Some seems to be blooming well and colorful, and some seems to be dying. Like i said, pictures can tell you many different stories. And i hope for some pics, it is lying...

Do i miss Malaysia? mm.. I do miss Malaysia's warm sunny wheather. Other than that, alhamdulillah ive never been homesick. Maybe it is because my family uses the YM to contact with me. Video cam them. So, not being able to be with them at the same place, is not a biggie :D Im just glad we are still under the same sky.

I dont have a boyfriend that i can text to ,every single minute. I dont have my family close to me. I dont have real japanese friends from school. What i got is , Allah, who is closer than my vein.The strongest reason, that makes me stand in this atheist country.

Allah is so loving, that He gives me friends to show me the right path. Sometimes we walk together, and sometimes we tripped. Allah is so concerned that He sends me things that will stop me. Allah is so Magnificent that He teaches me many things without me realizing it. He stands by me, no matter what happens.

but..

Why am i so arrogant? Why am i so ungrateful? Im trully sorry dear Lord. I know that saying is just not enough. There are a lot of actions that need to take place. (T_T)

Anyway,only one more year to go, till i meet you. (^^,)

I know that this sakura land has lots to offer me . Lord, please prepare me for the days that ill meet my family n frens in malaysia.

hikkoshimashita~

2009-03-02T22:58:00.001-08:00

goodbye rumah ikuta~~

dari fuchinobe ke machida ~ hari yang penuh ngan suspen..

mmg banyaklah barang kat fuchinobe nih (>_<) ... tetiba navi hp mati. nasib baiklah barang sampai gak kat machida..alhamdulillah.
if we rent a car/truck, must refill the tank back to full. first time gi stesen minyak. terpaksa panggil cashier girl at Doutor,,

after returning back the truck, we head on for dinner.. that day tak lunch pon.. lunch pon onigiri jer.. kesian org2 yang bantu izyan.. anyway we went to La-Pausa. The following pictures are rated U. dont worry , it will only make you wanna have a piece of it (^^,)V

La-Pausa(kedai mkn itali) nih spagetti goreng. rasanya cam mamee. Fizah mesti suke ..

this is my fav, bila ke La-Pausa. cheese spagetti. just cheese. if got macaroni ker.. ayam ker.. daging ker.. sure sedap..

mm.. again some desert .. yang nih rasanya cam banana pie . Its hot but when you eat it with the ice cream.. mmm.. nyummy ~~

If im gonna choose a desert, i will always choose chocolate/vanilla/banana. La-Pausa nyer parfeit ade special skit. kat bawah tuh ade yogourt. mmg heavenly oishikatta..

Somehow, God has written down some things that i couldnt figure out. It keeps me wondering why does God made the car broke down,on the day i was suppose to move out. And I ended up had to rent a truck, find a new driver and manpower . I even missed the trip to Iwate.

Watever it is, Its just like a cactus, its full of torns at first.As time passby a beautiful flower will blossom out. God is full of knowledge, and im sure God is training me in different ways and usually without me realizing it.

The next day, i went to a daurah. The "daurah"(on 1st march) (some of you know wats on that date) .. i know some of you(referring to X and X and X) dont wanna go..because of some reason. but anyway ive already recorded it. (^^,) sometimes the content doesnt really matter, sometimes they just teach you things that you already know. Whats important is the experience there. You get to meet unexpected people. and I just love to see these kids again.

Aska, a pure indonesian boy. He is so quite and nice. Doesnt cry if we come near to him. The last time i saw him, he couldnt even walk. and now, he is climbing up and down the stairs.

This is Naomi. Half korean and indonesia. cute as usual.

This is the next day. My senpai came to help me out. Sorry Diyana, i had to reesemble back the food stock. You missed another bag of food (>_<)
Then,we went to hokuo(bread shop)
this is a limited time hinamatsuri bread.

It is a danish bread, with lots of custard inside, たっぷりカスタードが入っている。

jzkk to the akhowat and ikhwan that helped me. May Allah bless all of you (^^,) 本当にアリガトウございました。

Jyousei Gentei trip 09

2009-02-27T07:36:00.001-08:00

mm..saikou da~~

Ukhuwah itu manis jika kerana Nya (^^,)

sekarang di tokai :D

2009-02-20T15:40:00.000-08:00

From kotakemukaihara(kanto) to daigaku mae (tokai) . kotakemukaihara is in tokyo while tokai is in kanagawa, kampung. hehe. Anis drove us with the estima. the technology is too superb,that we got lost in it.It doesnt use the usual keys. The doors automatically open and close. so you dont have to worry if you would bang the door :D even the boot have a button. just press with your finger,and it will open. There's even the newest navigator. Insyallah ill take some pictures today.

Before we head on to tokai, aqilah cooked some takoyaki. can we say it as cooked? well, its an instance, just put it in the oven or microwave and its ready to be served :D it was oishikatta**delicious .

Takoyaki , literally means fried or baked potato. it is a popular japanese dumpling made of batter , diced or whole baby octopus, tempura scraps, pickled ginger and green onion , topped with okonomiyaki sauce, mayonnaise and katsuobushi.

fresh from the microwave

add some katsuobushi ( fish shavings.)

add mayonnaise and sauce, voila (^o^)~

Anyway we got out of the house at 11pm and arrived tokai at 1am because there were congestions. Some JADians have already been to Shera's earlier, and had started making the famous Shera's currypuff. hehe. sampai2 aje makan ;D

Alright then, got to leave the keyboard. Gonna have a nasi goreng breakfast, then hakone, here we come ~~ (^^,)/

kimono origami (^_^-)/ and zuhud

2009-02-19T21:43:00.000-08:00

kotakemukaihara got a bit messy. coz we need to produce this

at last, diyana and me finalized our bookmark project, gifts for our korea visit next month. we made 2 types of kimono origami.

wanna make too ? click here

at the back of the bookmark, we wrote down a hadith from Hadith Arbain An-Nawawiyah (compilation of the 40 hadiths). this is the 31st hadith from it. Di riwayatkan oleh Ibnu Majah.

ZUHUD..What does zuhud means? usually, we would have this image of being really poor, and be detached from any world luxuries.Last time, i did have that kind of imagination. but thats not wat zuhud really means. if we want to be zuhud, we dont really have to be poor, live in a very small house . dont own a car and etc. lets take a look of this hadith in english *

Abu’ l-Abbas as-Sa’idi said : “A man came to the Prophet (saws) and said, ‘Oh Messenger of Allah! Guide me to such an action, that when I do it, Allah will love me and the people will love me. He said, be detached from this world and then Allah will love you and do not be attracted to what people have and then the people will love you”. related by Hasan, ibn Majah kitab az-Zuhud

zuhud actually means to be detached from the world, but use the world for the benefit of the hearafter. Do you get it? To easily understand how it means, it is like putting the world in your hand. The world is with you, but at the same time you can easily release it when you need to. The world is not stucked in your chest.Compared to the hearafter, the world is so tiny (>_< )
For example, there are 2 types of people. Miss Selfridge and Miss Missisippi. Miss Selfridge is the type who thinks she need to be poor to be able to be zuhud. Because she knows that if she is rich she would forget about God. So, even if she is poor, she still helps around the mosque or when her guest came, she gives them the best and etc.Even if she is poor, she is happy. Giving watever she can with watever she have. She is not attracted to the world but used watever worldly thing she have to the benefit of hearafter.

Now, lets take a look at Miss Missisippi. She is rich, everytime she gets some profits, she would give it all out to the needy and left some for herself. She still needs some of the money to make another investment , to get profits again and give it all out. And leave some for the future.She is not attached to the world coz she could give away easily. She need to impress her client with a moderate car. So, she have to buy a moderate car. it is a necessity.she is not buying the car because it is the latest model or in the intention of showing off to her friends, but to use it for the benefit of hearafter. She would also buy a car for the use to transport the needy. This is also an example of zuhud.

It seems that im just giving you "money related" examples. Zuhud doesnt just go around money. It also includes time, energy , space , and everyting in the world. For example, you are very busy right now. then, a person came upon you and ask if you could teach him about islam. You, find some time just to see him. Thats zuhud towards time. Wouldnt people be happy and love you, because you spend some time (give up your time) for them. When at that time you could rest and relax, watch the televsion and lay back. Instead, you sacrafice that time, to meet the needy.

How about your sleeping time? Usually, you would sleep 8 hours. Then you sacrafice 1 hour for the hearafter. thats zuhud too ;D

--be detached from the world, use the world for the hearafter-- the world is in your hand-- get this in your mind, for easy understanding(^_^)

It sounds easy, hard to do at first, but easy to do when you are used to :D IZYAN ganbarre!! owh, and you too, Ganbattekudasai~ (^^o)/

choco banana ore

2009-02-18T22:24:00.000-08:00

today went to surugadai campus for an interview. an interview for asking a student guarantor. anyway, it turned out, i dont really need to apply. selamat 4500yen. on the way to kotakemukaihara, stop by a konbini. get to the drink aisle and saw the choco banana . only 2 left..so, i grab one and called the customer service number. the result : the emulsifier is made from plants. --i bought it of course-- o(>_<)o--so, nizam, insyallah boleh minum air tuh..

the taste. (i tested it on few of my frens, without showing the carton)some say, sedap. i asked her if she would buy it. she said yes. then i show the carton, she just giggled. (^^o).. then another fren said it is 薄い/watery/thin..she thought i add in water. but its like that. show her the carton..giggled in shock (^^o).. to me, it reminded me of chupa chup chocolate banana flavor lollipop.

voluptious chocolates

2009-02-18T00:06:00.000-08:00

kata je nak diet.. hehe.. the first pic is showing my senpai's chocoate gift. she got it from her colleague. then me and my peeps shared together. took tiny bites from it, and it was marvelous. sempena Japanese Doll Festiva/hinamatsuri or maybe valentines.

then the next day, went to che tom's house. jalan2 with anis chan, bought a limited edition koala machi biscuit. hinamatsuri gentei.

then, went to a convenient store/ konbini . this really catches my eyes from far.. seriously.. who is the designer for this chocolate banana drink.. thought of buying it coz i like chocolate and banana. but then, it has 乳化剤/emulsifier. need to call meiji first , to confirm if it is made from animals or plants. (agak controversy kan air nih.. adess..) but if i buy it, i have to cover it up with plastic or somthing. it would be weird holding it in public. (-_-")

on the next day, went to kak halimah's house. stop by at cozy corner.. i like their cream puff..
this is their chocolate flavour cream puff.

then on the next day(today), went to donki hote, a shop that sells miscelaneous stuffs at cheap price.
i bought this .

the choc is too sweet... not really my taste.
actually , i did bought a supercup chocolate ice cream together with the van houten choc , but tak tangkap gambar lagi..

so this is the end my one week of chocolate journey post.
\(^^,)

lately, ive been searching for tourist spots in jeju island,, korea .Amazingly,there is a chocolate museum..(the only chocolate museum in asia) http://www.chocolatecastle.com
after watching the vid, i dont think it's tempting at all.

ESQ n my ego

2009-02-15T17:13:00.000-08:00

do i have an ego? apakah itu ego ?

S: (n) ego, egotism, self-importance (an inflated feeling of pride in your superiority to others)
S: (n) self, ego (your consciousness of your own identity)
S: (n) ego ((psychoanalysis) the conscious mind)

at first my family went to an ESQ training in malaysia. the next thing, they wanted me to participate it in japan. insyallah it will be held in may 2009.
ive already watched ESQ a bit on youtube. i think ESQ is good coz it makes you think back about your Creator. rather than thinking of "how", its more likely of "why" you do something.

webside http://www.esq.com.my/ (malaysia) and http://www.esqway165.com/ (indonesia).

i understand why we need to do somthing, and insyallah i understand why im here. whats the relationship between khalifah and ibadah. and insyallah ive a mission. but sometimes the mission is placed at a different place. like the story of "who moved my cheese" .

i think this is ego. i know wat my purpose of life. i dont wanna go to the training because ive been to lots of prgms already. the prgms will wake me up , then im back sleeping again. well maybe level up skit kot. but the only way i can change is by myself. not by just a 2 day training. (tapi pergi training tuh pon zatiyah diri jyanai..) zatiyah diri pon pasal diri sendiri jugak jyanai...haha. im having conflicts.im not saying that programs and training are not good. they are absolutely great. but since the ESQ training is expensive and probably will bump into my schedule in May / golden week, which im absolutely positively sure it will be a busy time ... --- wait, i think its not ego, well ego at first, but now i think its all about the money.. haha.-- but then, my parents gonna pay for me --- now i think it is about my time.. ---ok, its not about ego nor money nor time, its about priority... i think (@_@)

is this prgm really gonna change me, or just another prgm that im quite imune already. not imune but i understand how prgms would usually effect on me. at first berkobar2, then down to the drain. but of course im training myself right now into not sliding into the hole too fast, trying to break at the slippery habbits and climbing up my inner self.

have anyone been to ISK prgms(+ the extras) and then went to ESQ ? do you feel it is necessity for me to go to ESQ??

tetiba ade gak terfikir, pegi ESQ sebagai satu cara utk belajar camne nak pysico org. camne org tuh mem"brain-wash" org lain. haha. iina... tapi semua bergantung pada niat, and ill get wat i'll niat..

outing with kak mimah

2009-01-30T05:45:00.000-08:00

mula2 sleepover at kak mimah's. she cooked this --

a singaporean nyer dish if im not mistaken. but the roti suppose to be french bread..
this is something that kak mimah's fren kasi dari taiwan.

then next day(today). gi buat permit keluar masuk jepun at shinyurigaoka. then, gi betulkan specticle. then, i lunch at a sushi bar

tamago is kak mimah's fav. unagi is mine (^^,)

sushi sotong

not so much , 10 plates (not mine alone)

desert: king size chocolate holic baskin robbin ice cream

sempat juga pegi cozy corner , for jumbo syu cream

hasil iklan kat buletin utama tv3, i bought ferrero rocher..

...mmm... i cant wait to go out tomorrow (^^,) to meet up with my sisters, bonded with love 愛

Wake Up Project \(O_O)/ -must watch-

2009-01-28T22:45:00.000-08:00

Ive just finished my examination. Got back home and tuned into youtube.

"The Arrivals" series.

After watching it almost nonstop, i felt.. hurm.. how to say this. being unplugged? the series investigate the arrivals of the antichrist dajjal, imam al-mahdi, and the second coming of the christ. There are a lot of unclear puzzles. But as you get through the series, all the pieces are put into places. Some people say that the series is better than Prison brake. Why not? its full of suspense that will blow you away.

Its not just about Islam.
Its not just about Christianity.
Its not just about Judaism.

Its about the truth.

Its not just for Muslims,
Its not just for Christians
Its not just for Jewish.

Its for all human.

Including YOU.

Are you prepared to know the TRUTH?

Click here to tune in what im trying to tell u.

Its you choice.
To make a deaf ear,
or to discover the truth.

stand up for palestine

2009-01-26T01:18:00.000-08:00

we are the generation that will see the end of the zionist state of Israel
and the freedom of Palestine
Insyallah

Lets Stand Up For Palestine \(^o^)/

use NUFFNANG?

2009-01-24T04:28:00.000-08:00

was about to sign up NUFFNANG Malaysia till i see what ive to agree with :

NUFFNANG　Terms and Conditions

I agree that I will not in any way act to manipulate the web traffic of my blog.

I will not attempt to place ads in unseen, hidden or unauthorised parts of my blog.

I declare that I can receive bank transfers made out to the payee name I have listed above.

I will not place ads on sites that include pornographic or hate-related content.

I certify that I have read and understood the Nuffnang.com.my Program Policies and Terms & Conditions.

それは。。。。。。。
ちょっと。。。　
ダメだよね。。

An ad from the local telecoms provider, Telekom Malaysia, at a toll booth, at the Damansara exit, in Malaysia. pic taken from here

NUFFSAID (-_-")

food and exam

2009-01-23T08:49:00.000-08:00

Exam week..

this is wat i eat..
limited time, hachimitu lemon (honey lemon)
its like lemonade with honey taste..
low calorie..

hehe
dont let me fool ya
actually this is wat i bought for exam preparation
mm. lets refrain it again.
SOME stuffs that i bought
limited time maple ice cream, milk bar
hot chocolate powder, milk, chocolate corn flake, chocolate drink
i know wat you're gonna say..
let me just show it to you
(penimbang berat di rumah senpai)

good luck on your finals

2009-01-18T05:15:00.000-08:00

....

anywaythe owner of this cat,
wishes
good luck
on your finals
(^^,)

and may Allah bless us all

finally, a demonstration in japan

2009-01-13T02:51:00.000-08:00

戦争を止めろ　(stop the war)

After days since the war in Gaza has started, finally a demonstration was done at koujimachi, infront of israel's emabassy last friday. it was raining, but the demo goes on.

i thought japan would just ignore bout the gaza isu, but actually there are some people who really cares . maybe 0.01% of the population?

demonstrations are rare occasions .

japan is a weird place to demonstrate. or maybe it is because it has got to do with Islam. when i arrived there, some policemen were happily, willingly to LEAD me into the small crowd of demonstrators.

WEIRD. super friendly weird. pics were not freely to be taken.

every time the demonstrators wanted to take pictures of ourselves demonstrating, some police would come up and we'll just back off.but no harm done. policemen just watch from far...

the final touch of the demo were convoy cars passing slowly while honking. when they arrived to the center, they wind down the windows and showed off banners.

whats in my head after demo:

1.even though japan television was near to the demonstration place, no reporter came.
2.policemen acts friendly
3. policemen would come to us when we try to take pics.

conclusion :
japan has an issue with Islam.
still, they act friendly in front, but at the back...
it seems like they don't want the public to know about islam.

anyway, you cant stop peace lovers.the next day,they gather up and make a demo. i wasnt there, so i dont know how it was, but it looks like a real cool demo.
i hope these peace searcher would found the real peace, IsLaM (^^,)

lets go over the bridge (o_o)/

2009-01-07T06:38:00.000-08:00

mmm...

アッラが大好き (I love Allah)
when we have a problem, just turn to Him, and insyallah, you'll get your answer.

問題(problem)
Ive always wanted to have a housemate but till now, i couldn't get . The arabs would say :

“Bersahabat dengan penjual minyak wangi, kita akan menerima percikan wangiannya, manakala bersahabat dengan tukang besi, percikan apinya akan mencarikkan baju kita.”

Insyallah, i have wonderful, nice smell friends. (^^,) but i want to get closer so that the fragrants would really stick on me.

When i asked my junior, if she wants to stay with me, she rejected it. i knew a senpai(senior) who is searching for housemates, but her house is at Naruse, which is about 1 hour from school. besides the longer time that i have to consider, i need to ride the train to go to school. Currently, in just 10minutes i can get to class by bike. so, that means no charge of train tickets. i was quite in a big dilemma till today.

Knowing the reasons why i need to stay with someone, to upgrade my self, and to avoid my self from showing off or riak, --emm, this must be quite confusing .what im trying to say is that, today i learn about the effort that i take to have a housemate, in order that i wont get futur(lalai, get distracted) is actually at-tarbiyah azzatiyah.which means "pentarbiyahan diri sendiri" or teaching yourself. Or, maybe "tutoring yourself" is a preferable word.

there are times when , you go to religous classes, you dont get updates from your murobbi (teacher) 24/7. And he also, couldn't watch you like a hawk. so, thats the time when you need to tutor yourself,to cover up your holes. there are 3 objectives why you need to tutor yourself :

to upgrade individual's potentials(meningkatkan potensi individu)
to achive the objectives of a tarbiyah system(mencapai tuntutan sistem tarbiyah) -sistem tarbiyah is like education system-
to produce muslims with proactive personality(melahirkan keperibadian muslim yang bergerak)

there 5 things that you need to tutor yourself, but i got to know the 1st 3 only. that is

rohiyah
fikriyah
maliyyah

roh means something that is inside of you, your heart maybe. we can actually tutor it by giving it some homeworks like praying sunat, fasting ,read the quran, charity, and qiam. of course these are just basic or should i say common things. but tutoring yourself or motivating yourself to do more than usual, will upgrade your rohiyah. if you feel it is a norm to read 2 pages of the quran, then you need to challenge yourself more. when you feel it as a routine, it can be hazardous. why? Because you feel it as a routine and there is a possibility that you forgot why you read the quran. Is it because of God, or is it because it is a routine. if you want to feel the quality, you need to add the quantity.

fikriyah is from the word "fikir", idea or thinking, or knowledge. other than what you learn in religious class, you need to read more books.

lastly is maliyah - means money. financial...

anyway, when i learn these stuffs, it sort of motivates me. remember me saying that i hate japanese so much? well, i have a tv, but it had been in the box for months.today im going over the bridge as i took it out and switched it on. now, im gonna hear japanese everyday. (^^,)

snowboarding : no matter how many times i fall down, i would always get up. there are times when i can just push myself in one blow, but there was this one time, i fell down at on a very soft snow . it was very hard to push myself up because i kept on sinking into the snow. alas, after a few trials and some rest and also friends's supports, i got up. (^^,).

im gonna get up. Insyallah. (^o^)/ 頑張ります

personal : tense (>< )

2009-01-05T00:52:00.000-08:00

aiyooo. im quite stressful today. (> <) . again i have to talk about my study ,and about my japanese status. FRANKLY SPEAKING, I HATE JAPANESE LANGUAGE. in my head , i just wanna learn other languages like arabic or english which could give me more benefit. there is still some pro if you can master japanese. but i hate it . memang benar kalau kita tak faham dengan hati, kita tak akan buat. eventhough ive received tons of advices, my heart just doesnt have a space for japanese language (yet).

رَسُوْلَ الله صلى الله عليه وسلم يَقوْلُ:

((...أَلاَ وَإِنَّ فِي الْجَسَدِ مُضْغَةً إِذَا صَلَحَتْ صَلَحَ الْجَسَدُ كُلُّهُ، وَإِذَا فَسَدَتْ فَسَدَ الْجَسَدُ كُلُّهُ، أَلاَ وَهِيَ الْقَلْبُ )). رواه البخاري ومسلم.

“Ketahuilah bahawa dalam setiap jasad itu ada seketul daging yang apabila ia baik maka baiklah seluruh jasad dan apabila ia rosak, maka rosaklah seluruh jasad. Ketahuilah ia adalah hati.”(Hadith ke-6, Hadith 40 An-Nawawi)

why wont God make me understand Japanese? why does other people understands it? why is it so hard for me? why is my capacity to remember it is so little? Is Japanese so great that i need to master it???? Is it good to me?

عن أبي هريرة قال: قال رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم:

(( من يرد الله به خيرا يفقهه في الدين )). صحيح البخاري ومسلم

“Sesiapa yang Allah mahukan kebaikan baginya, Dia (Allah) memberikannya kefahaman dalam Ad-Din” [hadis riwayat sahih bukhari dan muslim]

i think the problem with me is not about the way i study , or how many hours i spend for science knowledge. but the real problem is my iman. if im good to Allah, ill be Ok. i know God exist. but the problem is the measure of my belief. how far is it?

is my life just about waking up, go to school, learn, eat, sleep, learn. then go to work, sleep, eat, go to work. just like a robot? is that the purpose of my life? is japanese language the purpose of my life? is being an engineer, the purpose of my life? if making money the only thing that ive to think about?

وَمَا خَلَقْتُ الْجِنَّ وَالإنْسَ إِلا لِيَعْبُدُونِ (٥٦)مَا أُرِيدُ مِنْهُمْ مِنْ رِزْقٍ وَمَا أُرِيدُ أَنْ يُطْعِمُونِ (٥٧)إِنَّ اللَّهَ هُوَ الرَّزَّاقُ ذُو الْقُوَّةِ الْمَتِينُ (٥٨)

“Dan (ingatlah) Aku tidak menciptakan jin dan manusia melainkan untuk mereka menyembah dan beribadat kepadaKu. Aku tidak sekali-kali menghendaki sebarang rezeki pemberian dari mereka, dan Aku tidak menghendaki supaya mereka memberi makan kepadaKu. Sesungguhnya Allah Dialah sahaja Yang memberi rezeki (kepada sekalian makhlukNya, dan Dia lah sahaja) Yang mempunyai kekuasaan Yang tidak terhingga, lagi Yang Maha kuat kukuh kekuasaanNya.”[ad-dzariyat :56]

Allah is He Who gives Sustenance. He decides for me to get good grades or not. as for what is good for me,He gives Sustenance.

the purpose man is created is for serving God/ibadah(51:56) and also as a vicegerent/khalifah (2:30) .

Just these two purposes.

Since i was born, ive been secularized between the hereafter and the world now. ive never been teached about the real purpose of my life. i remember when i was a kid "i wanna be an astronaut when i grow up". nobody told me to be a real khalifah. "everyone is born to be a khalifah" -- facts.. then, lets bury it in the agama text book. agama, is agama. other stuffs, is other stuffs. main bola guna seluar pendek, bila waktu sembahyang guna kain pelekat/seluar panjang. secularism. (><") every breath that i take and every movement that i make, should be understood as an ibadah. so, learning japanese and engineering should be an ibadah too. -i know, but i still couldnt "understand" it with my heart-

as ive mentioned above,man's purpose is not just about ibadah. we have the purpose to be a khalifah. the work of a khalifah is to pull in people who forgot their purpose of living, into doing ibadah and khalifah.

if i "understand" or have faith(iman) in it, i should understand that learning japanese could be a tool for my khalifah work.

GaZa issues. ..

Setelah tragedi berdarah di Gaza pada Awal Muharam 1430 yang lalu, kedatangan wakil Malaysia telah pergi ke sana dan bertanyakan bantuan apakah yang dapat disumbangkan namun tahukah jawapan yang diberikan..? Difikirkan pasti sekian-sekian bentuk bantuan yang akan diminta dan boleh disalurkan namun jawapan yang diberikan, “Pergilah kamu pulang ke tanah airmu. Didiklah anak-anakmu sebaik mungkin agar jika kami semua sudah tiada untuk mempertahankan bumi Palestin ini maka nanti adalah dikalangan kamu(saudara seislamku) bangun ke medan juang ini dan mempertahankan sehabis kudratmu,”

it makes sense. martyr/syahid is the best gift Allah could ever gift to a human being. Palestinians fighting there have 2 choices . its either they win or they syahid. Its a win win situation. you wont loose if you understand Deen.you wont loose if "understand" the purpose of your life. i want to grasp it too.
to my beloved people : please pray that God gives me understanding in Deen/ad-Din. please pray that God upgrades my iman or let me have an iman that is hard like a diamond . It doesnt matter if i get straight aces or not.a pass or a fail. what really matters is to ask God to give me what is best for me.

salam maal hijrah everyone. あけましておめでとう。今年もよろしく。

New Otani Hotel - pt 1 - YPM Dinner

2008-12-22T06:19:00.000-08:00

it started out with an escort bringing us to the room...

the inside...uuu..pretty chandelier...

if you wanna know how expensive a place is, just count the forks and spoons :D
some people think that this is how a civilized person should eat. very high class. but to me it is a waste of time to arrange and wash the extras; waste of money to buy it ;and also waste of space for the table. hehe. and eating with your left hand is a satan's act. (-_-") shame on the people who says we need to take eating course;coz we use it the opposite way(that means the fork is on the right while the knife on the left.so when you eat, you put in food with ur right hand).but a fren of mine gave me an idea. if people tried to condemned the not right/"opposite way", just say that you are left handed. (^^,)

the starters.. raw fish with caviar and oranges...

then they grated lime skin on top..the smell was marvelous

the carbohydrate -- bread--

you can eat it with fine butter...

or dip it in this..

when they have poured in the soup

so it becomes like this.. you can really taste the extracts of the kelp..

then, they served the main dishes

grilled salmon and wrapped mushroom with special sauce.decorated with green peas and broccolis

the salad- there's a slice of pumpkin at the bottom, and some purple and red flower petals on top.

finally...the desert

milk coconut ice cream in the middle, surrounded with berries. blueberry,raspberry and strawberry.beneath it , there's kiwi, pineapple and mango.

lastly to soothe down the sweets. a very dark black coffee.

1st tagged by yani tagged by srisufi

2008-12-19T17:08:00.000-08:00

Starting time:
::10:08 a.m::

Name:
::tun izyan dalila::

Sisters:
::tun iylia dayana.::

Brothers:
::tun mohamad irham afiq::

Shoe size:
::24~25cm::

Height:
::158cm ::

Where do u live:
::for another year, japan::

Have u ever been on a plane:
::yeah, need to be on a plane to get to japan (^^,)::

Fallen asleep at school:
::countless...in university. my brain has limits. it shuts down automatically (@_@)::
Broken someone's heart:
::yeah, but didnt mean to. he thought me as more than a fren, when i dont feel anything. typically teenagers. duh... ::
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call:
::i dont sat by the phone, the handphone lays beside me, hoping to wake me up in the morning. which is very rare. if people call me too, i just cant answer it. too buzy sleeping. (Z_Z).::
Saved emails:
::yeah, tons. ive like too many unread emails. making cobwebs in the folders.haha::
What is your room like:
::my room in malaysia, very girlish and childish and colorful and lots of glow in the dark items hanging on the wall. my brother broke his bed, and replacing his with mine. so,there is only a mattress laying in the room.my room in japan, very small and simple.no bed, just a futon.have tons of stuffs pinned to the wall.::
What's right beside u:
::a mug, books , my very striking pink handphone,my sis's mechanical pencil and a brush.::
What is the last thing u ate:
::limited edition maple flavoured MOW ice cream::
Ever had...Chicken pox:
::yup::
Stitches:
::nope::

Broken nose:
::nope::

Do u believe in love at first sight:
::nope::

Like picnics:
::likey(^^,)::

Who was/were... The last person u danced with:
::dancing poco poco dance in one of an explorace's task during autumn gathering, with my group mates.::

Last made u smile:
::when my mom sent me a msg, informing me, she went to ESQ training and she met my fren's mother (my mom seldom send me msg, so it made me smile (^_^)::
Today did u...Talk to someone u like:
::nope.i seldom call people . and im hitori gurashi(living alone). life is a bit lonely here.::
Get sick:
::the last time i got sick, last , last friday. too much stress i think::
Miss someone:
::erm, i think im a bit cold hearted. or maybe my heart is not functioning well. coz i dont miss anyone. never had homesick too. --izyan is weird--::
Who do u really hate:
::hated someone. but no longer. we must forgive and forget. right (^^,)::
Do u like your hand-writting:
::likey..when im making handicrafs. in class, i hate my hand-writting...especially when you dozed off..haha::
Are your toe nails painted:
::nope::
Whose bed other that yours would u rather sleep in:
::hurm,,my sis? nah.. i dont care really.. i can even sleep on the floor.::
What color shirt are u wearing now:
::red::

Are u a friendly person:
::i think so..::

Do u have any pets:
::in japan, no. in malaysia. a black fluffy cat, named kiki and a fluffy anggora rabbit,named furball(at my grandma's)::

Do u sleep with the TV on:
::nope..my tv is still in the box.::
What are u doing right now:
::breathing, typing, looking at the monitor, thinking when is the Question gonna end. ::
Can u handle the truth:
::i think so::
Are u closer to your mother or father
::hurm...both. depends on wat kind of topics you wanna talk about::
Do u eat healthy:
::yeah. since im hitori gurashi, ive to force my self to eat veggies. hehe::
If u're having a bad day, who are u most likely to go to:
::after the Creator, if the question means person--my senpai(senior) or maybe this particular junior in malaysia, who is the same age as me :P who i could just buzz on YM ::
Are u loud or quiet most of the time:
::hurm... depeneds...::

Are u confident:
::yup.. but if it has got to do with japanese stuffs, not so...::
5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
::1.i live with my family ,section 8, shah alam
2.studied in smk section 9 ,shah alam
3.studied at unisel, section 7,shah alam
4.live at wisma, section 3, shah alam
5. finally, i got to fly to japan. and get out from shah alam::
5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
::
1.sign up for muhammad al-shareef's courses,
2.build a library full with islamic books(malay,english,arabic, and japanese) ,
3.buy qurans with translation and put it in all hotels and maybe distribute it all around,
4.build a secret lab for secret stuffs. (hehe..grin.. (> <) 5.lastly build a center to translate islamic books into japanese.( of course, any of my frens learning in japanese can be hired ;D) ::

5 of my bad habits:
::hurm,, procrastinating and too much sleep::
5 places I've lived/living :
:: shah alam and japan..::
mangsa seterusnya:
hurm... i dont wanna be choosy..so, can i just tag everyone who is in my sakura bloggers list? yeah, i can. so, check out if you are in my sakura bloggers's list. its on the right side of this blog. (^_^)

LP - yikes (. >,...<)

2008-12-18T05:36:00.000-08:00

when my bro showed me an LP song ..ergh.. .im hooking back to my past .yikes.im starting to hear my ex-favourite band, and banging my head down.i remembered the time, when i and my bro would put in the LP CD on the player, so that when the car moves, we get to hear it. but then, my mom would always change it back to erm..more soft melodies. yeah. but when i drive.. its the driver's choice. (^ ^ ) that was the not so good and not so old days. but , anyway, got hook back to LP-- this is terrible.erm.. but not all songs are terrible. it has deep meaning..for example :

what Ive done

In this farewell
There's no blood
There's no alibi
Cause I've drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousand lies

So let mercy come
And wash away

What I've done
I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
And let go of what I've done

Put to rest
What you thought of me
While I clean this slate
With the hands
Of uncertainty

So let mercy come
And wash away

What I've done
I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
And let go of what I've done

For what I've done
I start again
And whatever pain may come
Today this ends
I'm forgiving what I've done

I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
And let go of what I've done

What I've done
Forgiving what I've done

Linkin Park

i really wanna do a farewell to lots of stuffs ( >...<)
 oh Lord,
pls give me courage, give me strength
coz im just a weak slave.

indulging myself

2008-12-16T04:25:00.000-08:00

i think its new on the shelf. or maybe i just didnt realize its existent. coz i will always buy myself a Van Houten Chocolate Drink. this is called Banana Latte. the taste is not bad and its not really sweet. (typical japanese drinks )

indulging myself with roasted almond premimum ice chocolate bar (given by someone special (^^,))

its throbbing

2008-12-14T04:57:00.000-08:00

its throbbing,
harder than usual,
is it thy heart?
wats laying beneath it?
only the beholder and Him knows,
wats wrong ?
sense this is wrong,
sense that its wright,
signals from thy angels?
or signals from thy devils?
all has been written,
with permanent ink,
wats left is just for the actors,
to play on the stage.

why is the world so cold?
why cant u just try out?
why do you have to be stunned?
why do you want to get away?
He loves you,
why cant you realize it?
why cant you feel it?
you know wats behind a rain,
thy beautiful rainbow.

no matter wats inside or out,
there's one thing which there's no doubt,
He knows.
and you know,
so,
it hurts..

twinkle twinkle lil star

2008-12-12T06:23:00.000-08:00

from out of nowhere, the whole classroom heard the musical tone of "twinkle twinkle lil star". it reminds you of a musical box, where the "ting" sound made by it, so smooth, soft, and feels like you are being lullaby by it. asking you to go to sleep. BUT we were in the middle of optic fibre class. A lot of people were about to drool off, but the handphone tone wake them up, and the stressful students trying to understand wat in the world is the sensei(lecturer) is teaching, scribbling and lecturing at the blackboard, started smiling. at first, we were like "who forgot to switch of their hp??" , then trying to trace up where the sound is coming from, our dear sensei stopped writing,turned around and open us his bag, searching for something.. we smiled,and then giggled a lil bit, but still maintained the respect for the elderly. so, sensei continued to the board. THEN it rang again. From smilling, some just couldnt stand it and just burst out laughing.

p/s video in bukan lagu sebenar kejadian(^^,)

I guess everybody knows this "twinkle twinkle lil star " lullaby. It had reminded me of a happy children song, my happy childhood life. But, then it stroke me. Wat about the kids in Palestine? Darfur? Iraq ? Not every kids get the chance to be secured and happy , to enjoy their childhood. instead of "twinkle twinkle lil star ",its "twinkle twinkle lil BOMBs "Yeah, its sad. i know. but us feeling sad for them, (like this moment only) then go back to our luxurious life, and forget about them is not an answer. you get it dont u? or not ? we need to get MOVING~~~ and i mean it.like --get your lazy bump of that comfy chair!

having FUN with deceptions?(>_<)

2008-12-10T05:14:00.000-08:00

if you did a bad stuff, who are u going to blame? the satan or u? who exactly is this satan? a muslim should be able to answer this easily coz it is recorded in the quran. in a surah that every muslim kids memorize.

سُوۡرَةُ النَّاس
بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ

قُلۡ أَعُوذُ بِرَبِّ ٱلنَّاسِ (١) مَلِكِ ٱلنَّاسِ (٢) إِلَـٰهِ ٱلنَّاسِ (٣) مِن شَرِّ ٱلۡوَسۡوَاسِ ٱلۡخَنَّاسِ (٤) ٱلَّذِى يُوَسۡوِسُ فِى صُدُورِ ٱلنَّاسِ (٥) مِنَ ٱلۡجِنَّةِ وَٱلنَّاسِ (٦

In the name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful!

Say: O seek refuge in the Lord of men,
the King of men,
the God of men,
from the mischief of the slinking prompter,
who whispers in the hearts of men,
from among jinn and men.

why am i posting this up?hurm,.. i dunno. just feel like posting it up. hehe. but if you want to understand this surah , i recomend you to click here-->(^^,)
anyway, a stranger buzzed me on my messenger. well, its not a strange thing to get strangers buzzing me . so, we chatted. trying to know each others background which is normal. one of us was lying the details, and trying to prank the other. is it fun? the pranker would feel fun. FUN.
(-_-") am i mad? erm..not really, it just shocked me a lil, and remined me of this video.

Satan makes them promises, and creates in them false desires; but Satan's promises are nothing but deception. (120)

if you are in the gurl's possiton,wats the moral of the story? dont chat with strangers? but if you dont try to get to know a stranger, they will never become a friend.