wishing and wishing

mood :

not so cranky,
not so happy,

sometimes worrying too much,
sometimes dropped things easily,

Sometimes i wish that time would fly past me like a shinkansen(bullet train) as i cant wait to finish my degree and come back to Malaysia,
Sometimes i wish time would crawl slowly like a snail as i haven't finish up my lab works and i still have lots to catch up in the inside ,wish i could stay longer in japan.

I'm so imperfect, that i wish to be like the people in the "ajaban" hadith

The Prophet said: "How amazing is the case of the believer; there is good for him in everything, and this characteristic is exclusively for him alone. If he experiences something pleasant, he is thankful, and that is good for him; and if he comes across some diversity, he is patient, and that is good for him." [Muslim]

“Sungguh menakjubkan urusan orang mukmin, sesungguhnya seluruh urusannnya baik baginya. Hal itu tidak akan dimiliki oleh seseorang, kecuali bagi seorang mukmin. Bila dia memperoleh kegembiraan, dia bersyukur dan itu adalah kebaikan baginya.Namun bila dia tertimpa penderitaan, dia sabar dan itu juga kebaikan baginya”. (HR. Muslim).

I wish and i wish.
Wishing just not gonna change me in any bit.
but at least it is a starter to get a rough idea of what i wanna do and be.

For each (such person) there are (angels) in succession, before and behind him: they guard him by command of Allah. Verily never will Allah change the condition of a people until they change it themselves (with their own souls). But when (once) Allah willeth a people's punishment, there can be no turning it back, nor will they find, besides Him any to protect. (ar-Rad :11)

Ya Allah,

Ar-Rahman, Ar-Raheem,

Al-Malik,

Al-Muhaimin,

He Hears and He Sees,

Please protect us all and give us victory from the kafir ,
from the life that stray us away from remembering You.